nvr the HAPPY me again

2008-04-21T00:06:00.001+08:00

officially moved to http://untellstory.livejournal.com/

but i'll check back here once in a while! haha! can't bear to leave this space anyway. it has been years since i've been using it! =D

2008-04-19T03:18:00.002+08:00

im blogging using my laptop in school~ hahaha.
just came back from nightwalk.
everyone is like shagged la!
and the nightwalk is like damn scary la...
jugding from how they discussed it...
imagine on the actual day itself..
i've to lead them leh!
omg. how!?

and its like 3.20 am now!
i can't imagine i can withstand until now!
usually i'll be drop dead by now...
haha..
hmm... okay la.
don't know considered old anot.
haha.
cause sometimes will tired..
sometimes will not..
hmm..
haha..
okay.. im off to do my stuffs now.
see ya! =D

2008-04-17T23:05:00.006+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
pissed off. no mood to do anything now. being lectured by my parents just now. they just don't understand me la. hais. forget it.

4th day of school. already tired shit. really starting to get old liao... =X things look fine now... trying to open up in class... trying... & i really want to! i guess it all needs time... getting busy busy... but already feeling tired.. but then again i want to be busy... so that i'll feel... like... perhaps enriched or something? just want to be kept occupied. contradicting aye?

1st prep camp tomorrow! can't wait man! im going to be damn crazy tomorrow night. i don't care already. cheer me up people! hahaha. im going to be a mad woman tomorrow! get high, high, high!!! don't be shock okay. LOL. if not someone can just scare me half way during the walk so that i can scream out loud =X or just cry or whatever la. LOL. but if you overdo it........ then....... sending me home every night is your problem liao! LOL.

reply tags: thank you pple... i'll be fine. really! ((: cause i know i got you all! i just felt alone in class la. but for the rest, im as alive as ever! =D hahaha...

i miss sec school days...
i miss 1A&B24 07/08...
i miss XP,FF,XX & everyone else )):
& i miss you...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! HAHAHA. okay, much better already! =D

2008-04-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

can't get excited for school.
even though it was fine..
but still.. weird..
felt im a loner.
can't get high with anything.
just faking a smile with the rest today.
feeling really tired now.

hais, what to do?
all messed up...

2008-04-14T01:17:00.003+08:00

i guess i'll be fine...
right...?
i've been through this before...
didn't i...?

im a strong girl remember! =D

ahhh. it seems like everyone is not ready for school yet. either do i! the 1st time im not even looking forward to school. NEHNEH la! )&()@&&$@)(&$

anw, thanks peipei for accompanying me jus now... ((: u rock! hahaha.

2008-04-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

原本以为自己长大了,
总是对自己说没关系, 没关系..
以为自己承得住气..
可是我发现自己并没有想象中的坚强..
快要受不了了!
对自己, 还有很多事情都不是很有信心..
总是用笑容掩饰着我的不高兴..
只是没人发现罢了..
好害怕我会崩溃..
很怕..
非常怕..
超级怕的!

forget the part about being crazy. we're only left with one, ONE last day before school reopens. seriously speaking, im not ready for school yet. either am i one who likes to make new friends. went for class dinner just now and i realised i took 1A/B/24 for granted. nevermind about the bad part, now that we're spliting into different classes. i think the usual class is still good. i don't like the idea of us splitting now...

damn. what a teary day.

2008-04-10T03:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BDAY JO!!!

anyway, im having this feeling now.
so whatever la.
its like...
im sad & jealous & emo at a moment.
then happy & contented at the other.
weird la.
what a mixture of feelings.
so messy.
hahahaha.
but anyway, the rest said im like mad ytd..
cause i kept laughing at the slightest things...
if not what your want me to do!?
cry meh!?
laugh = mad. hais. lol.

but its true la. sometimes i laugh to stop myself from like crying..
but sometimes i also scared i laugh until i cry.
ironic aye?

2008-04-09T01:19:00.003+08:00

大家都有自己坚持执著的人, 事, 物.
而我常常在想, 我的执著到底是什么呢?
我是否也能找到我执著的人,事,物?

im being missed by my sec sch friend! hahaha. yayness~ thank you. you make my day by saying that! ((: and cheer up people, you guys are making me worried.. and im starting to get emo too. roarrr... anyway, wrote something out of my boredom.. so long didn't write le, in chinese too.. hahaha.. enjoy..

一本书上写,
有的时候, 喜欢和讨厌同时存在也不错...
是吗?
我现在就有这种感觉...
我喜欢你!
可是, 看到了却又有一丁点的讨厌...
我喜欢你!
因为你的动作总是那么可爱, 有趣.
我喜欢你!
因为你对我总是那么温柔...
我喜欢你!
可是我却开不了口.
因为你说我比较像你的好朋友.
因为我都不怎么敢去接近你.
我喜欢你!
却只能默默地在背后祝福你.
我喜欢你!
所以才伪装我的心情, 当作若无其事...
我喜欢你!
我喜欢你!
我喜欢你!
我说三次,
所以是真的...

<我喜欢你>

eh. hahaha. i just realised that can be use as a song lyrics. but it needs to be edited la. HAHA. nah, better to keep it as sort of poem kind of thing bah. wishful thinking part of me. lol. it'll never sound good in a song. hahaha.

2008-04-08T12:32:00.005+08:00

yesterday is totally not my day!
firstly, i woke up late.
secondly, when i was putting on my necklace, it broke!
thirdly, when i was putting on my bracelet, it broke too!
then i realised i only put on one side of my earrings...
how suay can i get in just one day!
LOL.

don't leave me alone...
i don't like the feeling of being alone...

我喜欢你! x3...
我说三次就是真的!
<换换爱>

i feel that im useless sometimes...
i wanna do sth that doesn't make me feel that way..
music maybe? hahaha..
i'll see how it goes... *wink*

2008-04-07T00:48:00.003+08:00

im bored!
freaking BORED!

and - ---- ---! )):

2008-04-06T00:30:00.006+08:00

i've good news! HAHA ((:

after around 2hrs + of struggling plus a fall, i finally know how to ride a bicycle already! thanks to all who was there to help me! love you guys! ((: but i think i still need more practice... scared later forget already... xD but 我是不是很没有用啊!? i cried like umpteen times just now while learning.. so pai seh! 1st time i ever let so many people see i cried in front of them.. i guess i had been holding back too much lately.. so i totally broke down when i fell just now.. usually i don't cry that easily de lor.. 我很坚强的 okay! but im feeling much better now le! =D although i still have some minor injuries here and there.. hahaha.. now im like totally shagged! but a cold shower always wake me up! so shiok! love this feeling~~~

050408: another crazy day! ((:

i realised i just need simple warmth...
like today... =D

2008-04-05T03:15:00.003+08:00

went out.
met a irritating security guard i would called that.
going around stopping people from doing things
while other security guard doesn't do so.
spoil mood only. HAHA.
anyway, 040408 is a fun & crazy day.
1st time i ever do such things ok~ HAHA.
lazy to type what happened exactly...
so...
040408 ((: LOVES!

haha. bye!

[ edited ]
and i realised i like flute alot!
like really!
the tune is like so melodious~
and cute too! ahhhh.
sounds so nice!

2008-04-04T01:30:00.002+08:00

yesterday.
realised.
the growing up process is
painful
and
scary.

suddenly,
不想长大.

i guess.
im not prepared
and
ready yet.

anyway, it seems like many are into the composing songs mood now. so cool la. i wish i could put all my words into a song too. i really wish to. there's alot of things i want to say.. but its so difficult la. everytime i try, i'll just stuck at the 1st line. nevermind. nevertheless, im want to learn how to play teardrops on my guitar on piano! the song's so cool la. so damn got e feeling. love it to bits. haven't start yet but soon! never let you go is a good song too! okay for now, bye bye! =D

2008-04-02T02:03:00.004+08:00

i was browsing through friendster when i camp upon my junior's account.

and i found this picture!

like wayyy so longggg already la!

makes me feel so old =X

but i missed those times singing with them )):
even though its not easy la.

alot of tough periods & unhappiness.

its the exact same place lor!

where i went watching the xin yao thingy with cmcc peeps.

oh man, 好怀念...

now if you could spot where am i... hahaha...

2008-04-01T23:41:00.003+08:00

i only realise what i want & who i am today.
HAHA.
after so much things had happened..

i need people to tell me they need me,
they care about me or whatever
once in a while.
something nice,
something that makes me feel better,
that im important to them
& not left out.
sometimes simple actions can work too.
even though some things can be easily understood,
without saying anything.
but i'll really feel better if it comes out from your mouth.
if not i'll start thinking here & there.
因为我是一个很需要安全感的人...
so people... if anytime you don't want to see me going emo..
then you all know what to do la! ((:
haha.. =P
of course... this goes out to guys too. haha!

最近不知道为什么.
是因为身边的人都太幸福了吗?
自己突然间也好想有人在身边陪.
累的时候可以有个肩膀靠.
怕的时候有个人可以依靠.
大家都差不多渐渐的有了自己的幸福.
慢慢的就会剩下我一个人.
真得很不希望这样子.
可是我这样子的话就太自私了.
身边的人能找到幸福.
我应该为他们高兴才对.
还真矛盾啊.....

oh. happy april's fool people ((:

2008-03-31T23:54:00.003+08:00

王秀玉的感情分析

*未來是個賢內助，對於另一半非常照顧呵護
*嚮往家庭生活，有老公的疼愛及可愛的小孩是最大的心願
*對感情很心軟、容忍度很高，除非對方劈腿、太過份，否則不會輕易分手 BINGO!
*性愛上很配合另一半的需求，懂得討對方歡心
*天生的感情變化雖然較少，但若有波折就非常痛心 BINGO!

王秀玉的內在想法

*思想比較主觀且內心很有自己想法 somtimes bah...
*想法比較內歛，常常隱藏自己的想法 i guess so...
*喜歡凡事行動前事先規劃再執行 BINGO!
*不喜歡被了解太多，內心世界不容易被人察覺 i guess so...
*相當固執，即使錯了也不在乎 EH!? no loh...

王秀玉的外在行為

*耳根子軟，容易聽信他人的話，隨風搖擺 sometimes bah...
*自以為是對的時，就不容許他人推翻自己的論點 okay loh...
*有時對自己很有信心到一種自戀的程度 EH!? no bah...
*本身有很多規矩，但~是叫他人遵從，自己則可以隨時改變原則 this one i don't know...
*有時很恰北北，有時又很溫柔 HAHA. you think leh?

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2008-03-31T12:32:00.004+08:00

im here to blog about yesterday!

post birthday celebration for our dear ruth.
frm 7 people to 4.
roarrrr.
and present got delayed cause of some stuffs.
couldn't give yesterday. sorry ruth!
but still went to sing K at top one KTV.
full 6 hrs straight.
tired but fun.
even though we're not as high as cmcc peeps.
hahaha.
and the joke yesterday was jacky wu.
yes. LOL.
we already choose like 70+ songs yesterday.
i don't think they've limits like KBOX.
imagine cmcc peeps there. OMG. LOL.

and i seriously think their service can be better.
a bit sucky la.
but can sing for so long for only $20 & free flow of drinks.
bear with it la.
their disco lightings can sure do if its a little bit more dimmer & more colourful.
its too glaring now.
the dry ice had some problem too =X
i guess its because we're in a smaller room.
so overall, i didnt get to utilise their equipments there.
HAHA.
next time must bring more people there!!!

anw, after that went to have dinner at MOS.
we're all kind of broke already after singing.
i tell you, that dinner was damn hilarious okay.
cause one of us bought another friend there.
and the whole thing started.
HAHA.

pictures! there's supposed to be more but im lazy... lol.

sarah dear~ haven't seen her for ages!

4 of us at K...

whatever. getting a bit emo here. someone said something that almost broke my heart just now. but nevermind, guess i read too much into it already. i think what she meant was something else. but still, it reminds me of other stuffs. and i realise i shouldn't expect too much from them... cause really. 希望越高, 失望越大. its just the foolish thought of me. once and again, i tell myself not to give up even when im tired. cause if i were to, things will go haywired. but looking too much into it makes me really tired. sometimes i just don't feel like bothering about anything. but then again i can't, cause all of them are important to me... 做人难, 做好人更难...

2008-03-27T23:26:00.004+08:00

im HAPPY!
cause i got into FOOD TECH!
despite the lousy GPA i got.
HAHA.
PROMISE to work even harder!
now im curious who is in the same class as me.
lol.

went out today.
if not i'll rot at home already.
BUT.
i didn't had a proper meal until like 8pm in the night.
i was having snacks.
while waiting for the rest to reach.
thought we could have lunch tgt but yea...
walked ard bugis.
with intention to find a bag for yt.
sat down & talked alot with yt.
waited like full 2 hrs for almost all to come.
but butt pain!
ROARRR.
i'll make sure they'll wait for me for 2hrs.
some day. MUAHAHA.
finally at about 7+
all then reached and met at CWP.
then in the end,
ate swensens.
omelet & earthquake~
so full.

partner's back yesterday!
miss her.
outing today called her also.
thanks for the gift, partner!
loves ((:

yay~ the happy me is back again~
no more emo days!
hahaha.
but i've been pondering alot these days.
a bit tired.

imagine this scenario.
there's a really big grp of friends.
all of them are really close to one another.
but once in a while, one or two are always left out.
be it because of issues they've with one another.
or age prob or whatever.
me, okay..
sometimes also being one of those left out,
will accompanied the one being left out.
cause i know the feeling of being left out.
not really nice. i don't want them to feel that way too.
i try my best to do so.
trying to click with them.
but at the same time,
i want to know what's happening to the rest.
i don't want to be left out with whatever secrets,
or stuffs they're talking about with one another.
what to do?
trying to be a good person is never easy.
i guess sometimes being alone
and oblivious to the surroundings
is a good thing too.
sometimes knowing too much stuffs
will only worry yourself more.
and sometimes i really think just being friends
is better then being good friends.
hais. whatever.
i'll do as i go along...

想念是一个音符，悲伤是一个音符，快乐是一个音符，
可是不同的想念又有另一个音符，
不同的悲伤，不同的快乐又是其它不同的音符，
慢慢的这些音符组织起来，就是你的爱情，
然后你就可以一边听着你的爱情，一边想着你的情人，
之后再把音符填到这首爱情里面，你不觉得很浪漫吗？

《夏夜的天使》

AGREED! haha =D

2008-03-24T00:42:00.006+08:00

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watched horton with one of my BFF.
顺便 do some catching up.
horton is damn nice & funny loh!
its been so long since i ever had such a good laugh!
i laughed till i cried okay. HAHA. truth is the last part became so touching that i cried la xD

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MAHJONG KAKIS REUNITE! HAHA.
yup, you guessed it.
we played mahjong.
did catching up too of course.
glad to know that all of them are doing fine.
just that the occasionally change of hairstyle makes us not able to recognize one of them.
HAHA. ahem*
but it was fun!
can't wait for more of such gatherings!
next week!
KTV! sing our hearts out!
hope it'll goes well & almost everyone can make it!
=D

i was bored waiting for them to start the next round... hahaha.

anyway, after 17+ years of living, i realise im WEIRD! HAHA. through a phone call with laogong. HAHA. and i admit it. LOL. ROFL.

okay. now for pictures that speak loads of words! HAHA.

new hairstyle~ curly curly curls~ hahaha. woo~ wavy~

seoul garden on the 19th with laopa, peipei & shulan~

combination of piano, violin & guitar. cool! =D

finished!

okay, byebye!

2008-03-22T02:37:00.000+08:00

and of course,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BFF, RUTH!

MANY LOVES! ((:

2008-03-22T01:43:00.004+08:00

1. meet up with a long time no see friend.
had lunch, crap.
was fun although it was only for a few hours.

2. shop ard too.
bought a new bangle.
seldom i can fit into one!
at 1/2 price.
nice.....

3. tempted to buy mp3.
new pink zen stone plus.
built-in speakers.
2gb, $79/99 i forgot.
and another one which looks like a thumbdrive.

4. meet up with the remaining.
bought breezer and red wine.
went esplanade to drink.
and chat.
surprisingly i wasn't drunk.
after drinking a whole bottle of breezer on my own.
its rare, i think.
for a hardly ever touch alcohol person like me.
姐姐有练过, 孩子们不要学... xD

5. 那里太多人了, 想喊又怕尴尬...
闷阿!
想大哭, 可是又哭不出来...
超级闷阿!

也许是太过习惯自己一个人了...
帕, 也是一个人...
回家, 也是一个人...
伤心, 哭泣也是一个人...
走, 也是一个人...
总是一个人...
还有好多好多, 说不完...
好多次都找不到人诉苦...
都不是你们的问题...
是我不太容易相信人吧...
尤其是这种敏感的话题...
对好多事已经麻木了...
再也不像从前的我那样...
好累...

牵牵牵手 is a sweet song.
也好希望有人会自动的牵起我的手...
pull me along when im tired...
really tired...

2008-03-18T23:57:00.006+08:00

i forget what i want to blog about actually. LOL.
damn my memory.

nehneh! ah shit. this word has been running in my mind ever since joanna kept using it.
HAHA. i think its another good word to use after my "roarrr". LOL.

我需要收拾一下心情.
i think my mood's getting even worse recently.
and i thought i would feel better after a new hairstyle.
but nope.
and i think im getting more 自私 nowadays.
been venting my anger & happiness towards everyone.
i think they can sense it like somehow...
SORRY people )):
i need time..

我的生活就是这样咯.
enrolment just ended with 16 pple who joined us.
can finally rest.
SLEEP.
but it seems like there are more coming up.
like more meetings & stuffs.
CONSERVE more ENERGY.
and CHIONG ar!
MUAHAHA.

i missed RSS's sports carnival & choir syf suddenly.
HAHA.
even though i didn't take part in sports event la.
LOL.
but the spirit, encouragements & fun we had tgt
was so memorable ((:

anw, pictures i promised to post! enjoy!

totally in love with all these pictures! BYE!

2008-03-18T01:42:00.009+08:00

- been busy with enrolment ever since work has ended -

> its not too bad since we get to fool around with the instruments in the room xP
> made new friends from different clubs
> sing! like nobody's business provided there are not much pple.

pictures!

- 170308 -

> celebrated cherry's bday at clubhouse as told by ys.

> great couple. hahaha. ys bought cherry a PINK W580i sony ericsson hp & such a nice bday cake! so SWEET! =)

> envy. when will it be my turn!? HAHA. JK~

pictures!

- and peipei is back from taiwan! -

> and she bought really cute presents for us!

pictures!

> 友情之书: 陪在我身边 & the so called 便便 messager.. mine looks like the candy floss in the "SHIT" family cause its pink... HAHA.

> read the book just now. its so sad but sweet at the same time! kind of reminds me the time i quarrelled with one of my friend.. HAHA.

> i LOVE it very much! thank you peipei! much appreciated! =D

random thoughts & pictures!

> i've this sudden urge to learn piano. seriously. the real thing. not just for fun.

> addicted to canon in D nowadays. super nice loh..

more pictures coming up yo! =D

never want to feel EMO. never like this kind of feeling. but i couldn't help it. mood have been really weird lately. can get real agitated at one time and very high another. sorry if i've ever been fierce to any of you guys ((:

and i missed the days in secondary schools. i don't know why its so strong suddenly. perhaps there has been loads of stuffs going on here that makes me want to go back to the days where we're still considered rather carefree?

and of course i missed those days in CMCC where we all just know each other. those were the days you know. totally rocks like nobody's business. the sudden ton-ing, the crazyness, the mad stuffs we do, etc etc. together. where everyone is present. nowadays its so different already. everything its like so complicated.. and gatherings are never complete anymore... you guys just never know how i felt when it always occurs.. not that the CMCC now is not fun anymore.. CMCC will always be fun.. hahaha. its like so difficult now even to plan for a ton-ing event. its just different la... different.. you may think i sound serious here but its because i care about all these. its all these tiny little things that always filled my heart with warmth & memories...

misses!

2008-03-08T22:40:00.004+08:00

finally able to upload pictures from my phone to the comp!

taken some time ago.. enjoy! =)

love going to the seaside nowadays. love the breeze. love the sceneries ((:

pretty clouds~different effects ((:

my world & smile is black & white without you...

damn my shaky hands! ..... & FINALLY! taken by cyn as usual the zilian-ing princess. oops =X hahaha.

work has ended! & i don't want to care about anything right now. just want to totally enjoy my remaining holidays & have fun! LET'S GET HIGH PPLE! STAY HAPPY HAPPY! =D

PS > esther & cyn, IM FINE!~ =D if you ever see this. hahaha.

> shirl: HELLO! MISS you too! see ya real soon okay! * i don't know if you ever see this too. hahaha.

2008-03-07T00:19:00.007+08:00

hello people! im blogging again! good? or bad?

anyway, today or rather yesterday is a relatively fine day too. work's the same la but my last toe very pain! cause shoe a bit too tight. after work went to eat earthquake with friends. YUM! so long never eat le. ice cream~~~ xing fu de lor.. hahaha. and we kept playing with the dry ice.. xP and we came out with a damn hilarious plot of fairy tale such as zhen zi as the genie in the bottle, casper as snow white, the other 3 bad ones are the dwarfs, zhen zi's mum as rapanzel, harry potter as the prince etc etc. LOL.

ps la, all camera shy xP

before & after =D

last day of work in few hours time! excited? cause i can rest. hahaha. and pay is coming in~~~ im waiting~~~ better be quick. hahaha. actually i don't mind working more cause can earn more money & crap more with the se se gang.. but time doesn't allow me.. oh well.. nevermind.. and esther, im sure there'll be loads of gatherings & outings enough for us to meet! =D

random thoughts.

> so sweet if there is a guy who will write a song for you.. xP

> imagine your prince charming plays a white piano... omggg, so nice!

cool bah? i also want leh.. xP'

okayyy. bye!

2008-03-05T21:41:00.003+08:00

today is a relatively good day ((:

work's as usual la.

tagged along with the rest of the cmcc peeps for photoshoot today. went over to the studio. so damn cool la. first time, although i felt like a sua ku. hahaha xP so fun. hahaha. & funny. how the rest find ways to pose and stuffs. hahaah. but i think the photos turn out nice! ((:

after work, met up with laopa & ah jie! hahaha. so long never see them le! we talked alot alot! basically everything. thinking back of secondary school days was fun. missed those days. hais, 想当年啊! hahaha.

don't push everything to me! im a human too! i'll also feel TIRED!
PISSED OFF!
i really don't wanna hate you.
so don't make me do so.
& i thought i could trust you..

if only everything is that easy to give up... to forget...
then life would be so much easier...

2008-03-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

不公平（斗鱼片頭主題曲）
演唱：Jenny Yang

走了那麼遠　發現你不在身邊
獨自走過了什麼　自己都不了解
未來的藍圖應該有你　不該只剩嘆息　只是偶爾淚流不停

堅強的理由　只是自己騙自己
你眼中的恐懼　說什麼都多餘
付出的一切值不值得　永遠不會有答案
只有天知道我有多麼愛你

一顆心屬於一個人　在愛情裡什麼算公平
而當傷已傷了深　是不是催眠了自己

一顆心屬於我自己　愛情裡找不到公平
而當你最後選擇了逃避　我學會不公平

离开 - 郭静

喔泪水　是一种防备　是厌倦在你心里的负累
我不想再去追　再追只是掉眼泪
心还有感觉　就该给自己机会
喔孤单　是一种纯粹
是爱退去後再没有所谓
我能够学得会　学会一个人面对
爱不能是谁　应该帮助的绝对
离开後才能勇敢追
追寻心中另一个世界
我不要完美　只要能再回到原位
我只要找到另一个感觉
相信明天一定有谁
能给我安慰　原来就在我周围

addicted to these 2 songs. lyrics so true, so meaningful. so close to my heart. ps la, a bit emo now. but i'll be fine ((: go listen. tata.

2008-03-02T02:27:00.004+08:00

OK UPDATES!

> sorry to all my FAITHFUL readers. hahaha. have been working & busy with club stuffs so didn't update.. & basically im lazy & too tired to blog la. anw, there isn't much happenings in my life nowadays either.

> 29th feb 2008. The Leap Year! quite a special leap year for me i could say. firstly, celebrated shulan's bday on this day! first time had a friend whose bday is on 29th feb. hahaha.. watched The Leap Year at tiong bahru. not too bad, considering its a s'pore movie. the songs & quotes in it so nice & meaningful! but then... its so like fairytale. cause such things will never happen in reality. or perhaps one in a million? lol. after dinner & a little shopping at bugis, walk around with the intention to look for windows cafe & the OCBC bank building. haha. in the end we end up at clark quay. i love that place ((:

> 1st march. went to sch for a very longgggg meeting. before that went to prepare the surprise for shulan ((: after which went to bugis to have steamboat! yeah~ yuan yang steamboat. one side ma la, one side chicken soup. YUMMY! but i think my stomach is not used to the ma la soup based one, now my tummy is so messy. and we ate until there's no more train for us to go home! so we've to travel by bus. and guessed what? i chased after the LAST bus yesterday! okay, not totally but sort of. CRAZY mannn. hahaha. its been so long since i ran. so shagged & i realised my face was sooo red like an apple. but it was fun. hahaha. xP

> i need a rest. from all the work, club stuffs etc. im enjoying my sunday by rotting at home. first time im feeling this way.

> sometimes i think im insignificant in some ways.

> i think i need to grow up..

> mixed feelings.

> im sorry for to bore u pple with all this boring entries without pictures. cause my usb port cannot to detect by my lappy! someone tell me how to solve this!?

> BYE!

2008-02-16T23:51:00.003+08:00

talking can de-stress. especially with your friends. what else can you expect when you can just laze around crapping with your friends for hours and hours? ((:

and through that... i realised many things.. just like suddenly there's a light bulb above my head. ((: everything became cleared... the process was fun and i totally love it. ((: im happy and contented ((: and i want to do it again and again! ((:

不是你的就不是你的, 勉强是没有幸福的.

我会学着放弃你, 是因为我太爱你...
我现在要学着放弃你, 因为爱情是短暂的, 友情才是永远的...
至少当你的知己我还能无时无刻的在你的身边... ((:

im tearing right now. but look at the number of smiles in my post. i'll feel better after a good hard cry! ((: just like all the smiles in my post.

but till the day i found someone else, the place in my heart is always reserved for you... ((:

2008-02-10T16:26:00.000+08:00

im blogging at a intense rate / day right now. lol. partly because im done with my bai nian-ing already. but i think im gonna start being busy soon - i THINK. work's coming up, meeting's coming up, gathering with sec sch friends is coming up too, outing with ALL the cmcc peeps still not yet done. plus the enrolment thingy. chalet? i don't know, im still settling it. its IRRITATING lor. Okay, thats enough to keep me occupied, i hope.

i had a nice dream yesterday night.

i usually don't dream when i sleep.

i guess its 日有所思,夜有所梦 kind of thing bah.

but what happened was very vague to me.

but i know...

i could feel that its a nice dream ((:

i don't wanna wake up...

2008-02-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

Name: siew geok
Date: 2/9/2008
Colorgenics Number: 15632407

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time.

Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

SO TRUE LOR! GO TRY IT OUT! ((:
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/default.asp

2008-02-09T13:56:00.000+08:00

一个个有情人终成眷属, 几时才会轮到我!? )):

i seriously don't wanna get out of the house on valentine's day. HAHA.

初三, another boring day. zzzzz. even my sis & mum got dates with their friends already. while im stuck at home. -.-" what kind of world is this!? LOL.

i wanna watch MOVIESSSSS people! CJ7, 功夫灌篮, 老师嫁老大... sweeny tod too. or however u spelled it. but its M18! so unfair! zzzzz. i doubt i can sneak in anyway. zzzzz.

still not feeling any better. i still need a HUG! BADLY! )):

2008-02-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

i think CNY's getting boring each year. okay, perhaps not for the food part but the rest. cause maybe i need something new. its just the same routine each year. or is it the generation doesn't really want to celebrate CNY anymore? i think after ours, which is around my sis / cousin's generation they really wouldn't want to do so already. i don't have cousins around the same age as me / even bigger like the rest of the families. sometimes i don't click with those that are smaller than me. i don't understand their era kind of games la. LOL. sometimes we do, i think only when playing board games lor. i just hope the gathering with cmcc peeps next sat at my house will be alright...

just came back from a relative's house at sembawang. had a really traditional chinese home made dinner. after which slack around, tried many new kinds of new year goodies & headed down to the newly built cai shen ye temple there. coincidentally, the temple is build near to the holding site where RSS used to be! passed by & damn, i missed the times spent there with my friends )): well, even though its just a holding site & not our real school. hahahah.

rahhhhh~ when can we meet peepos!? T.T

went blog hopping just now, saw the post of one of my friend. the question she asked is so true la. " 好朋友的定义是什么? " makes me ponder... ok.. getting bit emo here.. =X

i want a hug )):

2008-02-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

work's fine since mon, i think im getting the hang of it. im having fun, putting aside how tiring shelving books actually are. hahah. our group rocks man. we're damn efficient la, efficient till we've nothing much to do in the later part of the day. im lucky. hahah. lucky to meet good pple =D

there is problem with my USB port. so irritating. roarrrrr. now i can't upload stuffs from my hp to the comp & vice versa like i used to do. i wanna upload pictures like i used to. ROARRR. damn u, USB port! LOL.

finished watching 黑糖瑪奇朵 yesterday night. so funny & nice! recommend you pple to go watch.

i wanna do something to my HAIR!!! roarrrrr.

watching pucca on kids central now. hahah. so cute. LOL. im not interested in other lunar new yr shows la that is. xD

林稷安&程于伦 - 花样少年少女 - 我一直都在

遥望着你背影
有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你
走过人山人海
当天空变灰白
你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你
紧锁的心海
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都
好好收藏着
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界
渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热
我鼓起勇气呐喊
你要听得见
我不许你再孤单

nice song. 正好是我的心情... (: 好想谈恋爱... hahah.

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! HUAT AR! have fun pple. hahahah =D

2008-02-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

wed.

KBOX outing! like FINALLY! after soooooo longggg........ but i always forget to sing certain songs! nevermind, next time ah! & ... guys are childish -.-" HAHA.

thurs.

chilled out with peipei, bc & ty by having VERY LATE lunch. ah well, since im rotting at home, why not? hahah. then went to try the dessert ty recommended, ok lah. i think there are better ones though. and ty & bc can freak me out. LOL.

sat.

early reunion dinner with relatives. YUMMY! steamboat & bbq! after that chill around by playing my cousins' YAMAHA piano! so cool! i also want )): and i realise all my cousins can play better than me lor! AH! im left out! HAHAHA. all guys somemore. i swear i want to learn how to play PROPERLY! hahahah. then played board game, the game of life. FUNNY one! i can't stop laughing! hahahah. overall, just fun la chilling out with them. OH! i ate ice cream for dessert, & the ice cream so cute one la! will upload the picture if i've got the chance!

2008-01-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

roarrrrr. still can't believe the fact that we're going to year 2 already. becoming seniors already. and must admit that are becoming older too =X LOL.

memories ((:

talking about being REAL LUCKY today. if i had walked any faster, i think i'll have HIT THE JACKPOT. yes, its BIRD SHIT. LOL. i was crossing the road and "piak" it landed on the floor JUST BESIDE ME. imagine walking more to the right..... okay, i don't want to imagine! LOL!

2008-01-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER!!!

Even though i screwed up most of the modules, even though i still have to face the reality later but i still want to shout ITS OFFICIALLY OVER! After months & months of rushing through reports, reports & more reports & many other stuffs!

spent the day with feex, xj, ym & xx. went vivo. had lunch at long john, watched 27 dresses, nice movie ((: the guy is the same guy (prince) from enchanted if you've watched it before. but there is this guy sitting beside us totally spoiled the whole mood. he goes "oh my godddd" , this and that at parts of the movies so loudly. he just can't keep comments to himself. talking about movies "etiquette".... -.- after which went around to take photos. will upload it when i receive all of it ((:

this also marks the end of year 1. time flies aye? just not long ago, we were just freshies, "freshly" joined SP and now we're advancing to year 2 already. nevertheless, im still grateful with 1A/B/24. thank you.

and now im missing my sec school buddies.
yup. my "buds". they grow.
alright, getting lame here.
anyway, meet up soon yah people.
miss yah. haisss.

signing off ((:

2008-01-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

罗志祥 - 防盗锁

说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是随心看不到你
你放心离去我不要紧

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心　怎么你不抗拒　

感情没有防盗锁爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过各自回家的路试着不在难过
变的承受是我能安慰自己唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头不要用从前看以后　

我猜是我的错爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后偶而记的那疯狂不成熟的我
不说穿了不要结果

不伪装了我的难过

nice song, check it out (:
yayaya yaya papaya. i know i shouldn't be here, i should be busy mugging now. ok la, bye bye.

2008-01-15T15:08:00.000+08:00

have you ever feel like just throwing your laptop away regardless of whatever it is?

I did just now.
the damn laptop is so heavy & bulky.
& i was on my way to buy my packed lunch just now.
i don't have enough hands to carry my stuffs.
so damn embarrassing.
1stly, i bought bubble tea.
the hole where i poked my straw in was too big, and so the drink spilled on my shirt. zzzzz.
then i carried on to buy my lunch @ Long John Silver.
i accidentally spilled my bubble tea AGAIN - on their menu =X
then i went on to buy something else.
my coins dropped all over the place. zzzzz.
i was listening to my handphone.
earphones came off but i've got no hands to pick it up. zzzzz.

what a day. LOL.

sometimes i think i trust pple too easily.
but then sometimes i need someone whom i really trust to talk to.
sometimes i bottled up my feelings.
because sometimes i don't want to worry others.
others have their own problems too.

it may seems like i've a bunch of good friends around me.
but who really is my very best friend?

off to mug. jia you everyone (: bye bye.

2008-01-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

You are Silver Elephant, who gives an impression of being pure and innocent.

You are not pretentious and are very straight forward type of woman.

You tend to lack sweet sensitivity.

Instead you possess strong will power and resolute attitude.

You are a hard worker, and will not depend on others.

You are a person who steadily puts effort.

You think high of rationalism, and hence, lacks softness.

Economically, you are precise and sound.

You will not spend money on impulse.

Although you don't show, you are actually a person with pride, and tend to be upright and little bit short tempered.

You may act more maturely than your age, or more childish at times.

This unbalance tends to be your attraction.

You are very independent sort of person, and will not dare think to rely on men.

You therefore try to take control of things.

You can very well take lead of men, and have a skill of not showing that.

Profit and efficiency is very important to you.

You tend to choose your hobbies on that as well.

Even after you get married, you wouldn't be turned by houseworks, and in fact will carry out it efficiently.

You will take great interest in your children's education, and will turn out to be a good mother and a wife.

i don't know if this is accurate. hahaha. try it out. http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

2008-01-12T19:07:00.000+08:00

BOOs.
- i still have to go back to school for make-up lessons nxt wk when its supposed to be a study wk!
- AEE very last test nxt fri. & it starts at 5pm in the evening. DAMN. can totally rot.
- CRS written test nxt wed. bless me. =x
- GEMS online quiz nxt tues. opened book. i hope i can find the answers! LOL. =x
- im worried for my AEE & CPPA. tutoring anyone? =x
- i need more time! more than 24hrs per day pls!? HA.HA.HA.

YAYNESS.
- i think im more confident in MIP now.
- i slept at 1+ yesterday night & woke up at around 10+ this morning. continue having a nap at 2+ & woke up at 6+ just now.
- this is the life man! even though its like a pig's life. LOL.
- i've never LOVED weekends that much before!
- i seriously need a good rest before continuing to CHIONG for exams.
- im so gonna make use of my weekends.

HAHA. bye bye earthlings.

2008-01-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

No Secrets - I'll remember you

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' throughin my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you, I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go separate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' throughin my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind 'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you, no matter what your goin' throughin my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you.

to all my FRIENDS =)

梁静茹 - 101

就算失敗了一百遍　
不管剩下多少時間
最遙遠的距離　
就是當我說放棄　
即使幸福已經很近

不需要安慰的字句　就算需要很多運氣
我永遠不放棄　
擁有幸福的權利　
等你願意我就願意

就在第一百零一遍　
當我慢慢睜開眼喔　
也許你就會出現
失敗了一百零一遍　
也要不斷的許願
神啊　再給我些時間

每一遍都是新的體驗　
一轉眼又跨了一年
昨天的每一天　
都是為了要讓自己　
到明天更勇敢一點

就在第一百零一遍　
一定要一起看見全世界最美的畫面
就在第一百零一遍　
我們要一起看見這世界最高的花園
神啊　再給我些時間

to all who're having their exams... =) don't give up! including me as well..

李玖哲 - 我会好好过

你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重
都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收
你都只是风
你来过却爱上自由~
你出走我不问理由

我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我
我会好好过等你再爱我
向右或向左都有我站在这里守候 Oh~

你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重
都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收
你都只是风
你来过却爱上自由~
你出走我不问理由

我会好好过等你再爱
我总有个角落
会让你想起我
我会好好过等你再爱我
向右或向左都有我站在这里守候

你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重
重是爱太多

我会好好过
等你回头
看到的一定是我

我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我

我会好好过等你再爱
我向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候 Oh~

to myself... =)

品冠 - 我以为

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱

我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为
你已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为
我的温柔能给你真的愉悦
我以为
我能全力填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为
终究你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为
我以为
我的温柔能给你真的愉悦
我以为
我能全力填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望希
望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望.

to... =)

night night people =)

2008-01-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

im bored now~

- just finished CRS reading programme.
- don't feel like revising for nxt wk's tests. i've got 2. AP CHEM & MIP. hais.
- nxt nxt wk i got GEMS online quiz. zzz.
- i want KBOX!
- i want eat chewy juniors!
- i want eat laksa!
- i want i want! ): LOL.

let's anticipate 25 jan 2008.

anw, was introduced to http://www.viwawa.com/ Its a web for people to sign up and play games like mahjong, dai dee together in a room. fun! hahahah. another one is the online version of pictionary. http://www.shockwave.com/gamelanding/inklink.jsp but its so tiring to write using the mouse =x hahahah. anw, try it out if you people are bored.

mummy just came back from her 1st lesson today. hahahah. so cute. mummy's going to school! imagine one day you see mummy studying hard for her upcoming tests. hehehe =P

someone motivate me please! ): jia you everyone!~ AJA FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!

anticipate* anticipate* anticipate* 25 jan* 25 jan* 25 jan*

2008-01-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

im back! :D

back from thailand.

back with a cough =x

back with a new blogskin.

back with a new year.

& back with a new-er me perhaps? :D

2007. a year of..... i shall not say its ups and downs. its not much of a ups and downs actually.

studies

it has been the same actually.

not much improvements frankly speaking.

always the last few in class. i think. damn.

i just wished i've that little motivation in me.

& more self-discipline perhaps.

life

cast aside projects, tests, studies, stress.

everything's quite alright actually.

i've a LIFE too okay!

i played.

i ate.

i did crazy stuffs.

etc etc.

the class - 1A & B/24.

i shall be nice.

casting aside those unhappiness.

the class can still be quite fun sometimes.

im glad to know everyone.

especially the girls :D

i realised the ugly

& at the same time nice side of humans too.

CMCC

im really really glad to get into this cca :D

i made lots of FUN, FUNKY, CRAZY, LAME,COLD ETC ETC friends there.

some were there with me when im down.

some make me realised how important i am.

we talked about anything

& everything under the sun.

we did lots of CRAZY stuffs together.

i really can't imagine how my poly life would be like without them.

THANK YOU!

& we shall all continue to grow together.

sec sch friends

glad they're still there for me :D

even though sometimes our gathering wasn't successful.

im sorry if i've disappoint any of you.

because of last mins decision, studies, cca

that i decided not to go for the gathering.

let's all try to meet up more next time.

family

im sorry for not spending much time with them.

because i always return home late.

& they're asleep alrdy.

but mummy is still as understanding as ever.

even though sometimes i know.

i made her worried & disappointed.

THANK YOU

& i promise to come back home earlier

& be nice.

love

single & loving it!~

alright... you want the truth?

fine, the truth.

single & semi-available.

HAHAHA.

what a joke.

my love life has always been stagnant.

& it is always an one sided thing.

promise myself not to cry for anyone anymore last year.

but i still did.

i guess i'll never change this bad habit of mine.

seeing lovey doveys around make me jealous.

& envy at the same time.

- no comments.

new year resolutions?

thats for you to know

& for me to achieve it.

it has always been the same every year. HA.

countdown @ esplanade with some cmcc peeps ytd night.

ROARrrr but some fly aeroplanes.

nevermind, not going to let it dampen my mood.

fireworks again!

so pretty!

i made wishes.

oh well, since there's no meteors. LOL.

i drank a can of jolly shandy on my own ytd night! LOL.

thats unusual for me because i don't drink alcoholic drinks.

cause i think alcoholic drinks are bitter =x

& usually i take a sip only.

& now im craving for more alcoholic drinks!

SHIT!

someone stop me! LOL!

& like the sms i got from a friend.

which i like it very much.

曾经拥有的不要忘记

属于自己的不要放弃

辛苦的来得更要珍惜

已经失去的当做回忆

走过的路已成过去

未来的一切都要随心所欲

once again, GOODBYE 2007!

& HELLO 2008! =D

HAPPY 2008 EVEYONE!~

2007-12-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

i shall blog before i go tomorrow!

all this food came from bugis. on a certain tues where yee ting had this craving for food. not just food but good food! hahaha. its was fun. shu lan, gabriel & pei yan had their fill cause they came on time on that day. the rest, too bad. next time bah! =)

QQ rice
korean nian gao

chewy juniors =D

Escape outing with CMCC peeps!

went to Q for tickets early in the morning with cynthia. then waited for the rest to come & played our hearts out of course! it was so damn fun la! my 2nd time ONLY. hahaha. and this time round, i tried inverter! i didn't know i could actually handle it. damn exciting! but i hate the part where u're facing downwards. it feels as if u're gonna drop! scaryyy! its also a good way to shout ur heart out. hahaha. we won stuff toys from the carnival games too! they're cucumber (green long hand & leg monkey) & brownie (bear) respectively. hahaha. after which headed down to chrislyn's bday chalet. chatted, ate, drank. Had cake facial AGAIN as usual. CMCC's tradition aye? after which headed down for the standard chartered bank event as helper. not to mention that partner(esther) was there too for that event! yay~ had fun talking with her =) yep, that means i didn't sleep for the whole day. LOL. by the end of the event, we're all dead cropse alrdy. =x
i love this picture! so cute! we're escaping from escape!

take 2
take 3

i want her cake! =x got tiara one...

official @ work
i bet u've never seen such an empty street before!

Drink don't drive event.

the x'mas tree looks like candy floss!

x'mas lightings along the road from cathay cineplex to orchard. lol.

interesting rubbish bin we saw along the way

Randomised.

x'mas deco! done by pei lin, cynthia & shu lan. i contributed a little bit =x

shu lan made de. nice hor?

brownie & cucumber! cute!

15.dec.07

went to watch Alvin, the chipmunk with sister today! i seldom do this okay. hahaha. i love the show! the chipmunks are so cute! hahaha. especially, Theodore! makes me wanna have hamsters too ): well, both are from the same species aren't they? and also to save time, i Qed for the tickets while sister went to buy lollipops for me & guess what. the lollies are so cute! sister said 1 big one + 2 mini ones = $1, so she bought it. e mini ones were really like so damn mini & cute like la! like for babies to eat like that. see the picture below? ok, not very clear. the center one is the big one, the other 2 at the side is the mini ones. haaaaaaa.

oh, and we choosen our option alrdy. Food tech still my 1st choice. really hope i can get it ): competition so tough. gonna work hard!!! er, and did i mention i had my 1st failed test in SP for CPPA & AEE? yep, the 2 subj im the worst in =x aaaaaaaaaa, help me someone.

Anyway, im going off to thailand tomorrow~ so i'll see you people next year! HAPPY HOLIDAYS & ADVANCED MERRY X'MAS & HAPPY BDAY TO THOSE DEC BABIES WHOM I'LL NOT GET TO WISH U! TATA! =D

2007-11-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

alright, i've a little bit more time today, so i shall update. =D

firstly, let me just whine a bit on school work. damn, its getting busier and busier with reports, crs presentations, tests almost 1 every week etc etc. and i think my AP chem quiz 2 is screwed up again. zzzzz. not enough time. zzzzz.

anyway, i had a great start for last wkend. SP STAR! - 23.11.07

went to watch sp star. omg, its damn grand la. professionals like peter tan, chen pi de & ye pei fen were invited as judges. tickets were @ 1 for $2. all money goes to the charity. i think they made a lot of money la. judging by the number of pple on that day. we even need to queue to wait to be seated and also to collect our so called goodie bags. it seems like whatever singer's autography session literally. shirl was in it too! she sang like an angel that day man! so sweet and so pretty! we've seen her changed and she's looking more and more like a superstar already! she didn't won anything in the end but she did get into top 6! woo~ so proud of her man! shie yar was also in the performing group. her dance so stylo milo la! damn cool! hahaha. rain, our piano class instructor was in it too and she was the grand winner. damn amazing la, she and her partner totally sang in harmony. totally flawless.

our SUPERSTAR! =D

shie yar aka lum lum! =D

us watching. dc was there too actually, he was taking our pics. hahaha.

rain and her partner. they're called gemini by the way. the emerged as e champions!

yay~ =D

and another great way to end the wkends. lol. 25.11.07

meet up with some of e cmcc freaks, wanted to go down to ECP to look for chalets. we need it for our x'mas party. at e same time, go cycle & enjoy e sea breeze. LOL. ok, even though i don't know how to. xP but in e end we decided not to go due to some reasons here & there & cause it looks like its going to rain.. so we slack around.. shop around & went to eat our dinner. sat around, took pictures & chit-chat. its just purely fun being able to be with your friends. even if its just plain talking =D

day.

night. spot e differences? lol.

shu lan! =D

bao mu! =D free advertising for sprite zero?

funny faces! lol.

love this pic! =D

its us in e reflections!!! love this too =D

ate this for dinner! sliced fish curry noodles. yummy! you should have seen how e steam flows man! so hot!

barney! childhood... =)

28.11.07

me & cyn had this funny yet stupid yet dumb yet interesting experience. cyn ah cyn, being e forgetful & blur one forgot that she didn't bring clubhouse's key. & she only realised it until e moment we were happily packing up wanting to go home. we can't go unless we've lock e clubhouse! so we called those who might have e keys but those people who got keys already had went home, leaving me & cyn behind only. desparately we even tried to use pin to try to lock e door. LOL. in e end, we're finally able to contact shu lan since she live e nearest from school & since e rest were busy. she came down personally from home to help us, THANKS yah! lol, so touched. hahaha. survior =) & so we could went home... i cannot imagine we've to stay there if there were really nobody we can call to help. LOL.

randomness~

THANK YOU BAO MU! =D

THANK YOU to all those who have contributed in this super duper huge turtle! its very cute & i like it very much! =D i only said it once that this turtle is cute & i got it from them! =D touched!

bored during gems lesson. wanted to take e rain scenes outside but e effect turn out like this. lol.

alrightey! bye!

2007-11-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

thanks ar GRACE... tagged me with this thingy here... LOL. anyway, im bored too. so yea =D

Instructions:

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.

2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.

3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.

4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

Favourites:

Favourite Color: all the colours of RAINBOWS! =D

Favourite Food: you don't expect me to list all out yeah?

Favourite Movie: almost everything i've watched except HORROR ones.

Favourite Sport: badminton & basketball =D

Favourite Day of the Week: Friday! TGIF!

Favourite Season: Winter! snow, SNOW!

Favourite Ice Cream: no yam, durian & sweetcorn.

Currents:

Current Mood: hmm.. contented bah.

Current Clothes: white IP zone t-shirt & checkered pants =X

Current Desktop: ferris wheel; with quoting.

Current Time: 23.44

Current Surroundings: windy. cause of the fan. hahaha.

Current Annoyances: im a peaceful person =D

Firsts:

First Best Friend: GRACE CHAN JIA EN!

First Crush: =D

First Movie: i've STM. do you think i'll remember?

First Lie: like what i've said above.

First Music: er, nursery rhymes?

Lasts:

Last Drink: Vitagen; peach flavour.

Last Car Ride: MRT is not a car yeah?

Last Crush: =D

Last Phone Call: this afternoon.

Last CD Played: mine is randomised.

Have you evers:

Have you ever dated one of your best friend: obvious.

Have you ever broken the law : if jay walking is considered one =X

Have you ever been arrested: duhhh.

Have you ever been on TV: nope.

Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: think before u ask la.

Random 5 things you are good at:

1. being me. hahaha. =D

2. slacking =X

3. shopping. LOL.

4. singing? average la. xP

5. having fun =X

4 things you've done today:

1. finished AEE,CPPA,MIP prac report

2. gaming.

3. dl-ing songs.

4. watch tv.

3 things you can hear right now:

1. the tv.

2. fan; aircon.

3. sister's game.

i shall be an ANGEL today & not tag anyone to do it. HAHAHA. i know you all lazy to do la. haiyo, 懒人屎尿多... HAHAHA. oops xP

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anyway, random pictures up next.

LOVES! <3.>

13 nov; some CMCC freaks helped celebrate my bday by giving me a surprise.. STRAWBERRY MOOUSE CAKE! - i think. YUMMY! =D

we took so long to prepare that the poor candle was left with that only.

cake fight!!! thanks ar cynthia... LOL.

thanks FEEX. =D

thanks mei xuan & jaye. =D

thanks xi xiang. =D

31.10; class outing at bugis seoul garden =D

2007-11-11T21:15:00.000+08:00

YAY! DADDY'S TREAT! :D

石锅拌饭! yes i ate this! nothing fanciful la. although its not from a traditional korean resturant but it doesn't taste too bad. hahaha. yes, we only ate outside @ a foodcourt. thats just something interesting. daddy also ordered satay. hehehe :D that one ar, no need picture la. everyone knows what it is. hahaha.

and early celebration for me, daddy bought cake for me :D

okayyy, hope there'll be more pictures to come. maybe.... tomorrow? HAHAHA.

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oh, and the rest of the pictures of CIP.

er, thats about it. bye! :D

2007-11-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

Alrightey! updates!

CIP @ serangoon north CC yesterday! damn, the children were sooo noisy BUT i had FUN! hahaha. and although at the end of the day, i was so damn tireddd. and like what xiao jia said, 有点舍不得! and it isn't easy to be a teacher, especially a kindergarten one. hahaha. anyway, pictures! ): didnt take any pictures with the kids though...

exterior of the CC..

after changing into our "uniforms"

officials at work :D

be honoured :D

cam-whoring :D thats yi min's hand by the way, trying to ka jiao me. hahaha.

while dressing them up @ the holding room... hahaha. this cute lil kid here told me none of his family members is coming to see him perform? LOL. so i initiated to help him take a picture in his grad costume. hahaha. & xiupin joined in :D

this VERY CUTE lil kid here is called NORMAN! hahaha. he still remembers me! :D he's so super duper quiet la! very soft spoken i must say. but after which he gets warm up already & he kept talking to me! hahaha. & he called me AUNTIE~ hahaha. kids... lol.. i told him i won't respond to him if he calls me auntie & not jie jie. hahahaaaaa...

the group i was in charge of :D

the kids in malay costumes~ they're supposed to dance malay dance. hahaha.

finale~

exhausted~

all the SP students who helped out there...

we long graduated... hahaha...

teachers & volunteers.

and that marks the end of our CIP~ hahaha. more pictures coming up yeah. tuned in~

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you know small little things that make you feel heartache. i realised our class is one of them.. just when i thought things are looking good.. things turned out another way. actually through many activities i can see that our class can be a fun one. like how it used to be in secondary school. i know both can never be compared; but i guess everyone habour thoughts right. one example WAS the sentosa outing last semester. yeah, was. past tense. its sad there're just too many unknown secrets & internal conflicts la. sadded.

right, enough of such stuffs. bye.

2007-10-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

prepare for super uber duper long post!

5.10.07

i know this is super long ago. but still =) HL's bday celebration at swensens~ food was YUMMY! =D too bad ruth can't make it =( she got work. if not all of us will be there already. and then went back to sch for trial nightwalk. felt so extra but nevertheless, nvm.. cause i know i won't have chance to walk on e actual day itself. So, hahaha.

i forgot to take e appetising pictures of our food, so i took e remains =X LOL.

us =D

this is MR BALLS. LOL.

yay~

6.10.07

CIP at serangoon north CC. we're supposed to take care a bunch of K2 kids who're gonna to have their grad night. quite ok luh. some kids are cute, while some are just -.- LOL. its just a rehersal, hope its better on e actual day! =)

19 - 21.10.07 : CMCC'S IB CAMP

can i let pictures do e work? hahaha. i must say e camp was rather fun =) was in charge of food with cyn. hahaha. had fun cooking milo? LOL. but i missed e nightwalk because of that =( was also co-leader of my group. my 1st time.... =)

my group! 逼不得已! =) we've very weak manpower cause pple come in and out. lol.

fresh member - kai yan! =)

yay~ sparkles~

disco night... =)

water bomb time!!!

those who played =)

those guys were cunning!

26.10.07 - advanced celebration of cyn's bday!

went to eat at sumo house. its affordable & nice la. hahaha. wanted to catch a movie after which but failed due to our last minute planning. =X those who stayed overnight had a long long night to spend. lol. should have went home xD anyway, pictures~

cold tofu. not very nice though =X

sushi platter me & mei xuan shared~ =D

my salmon set meal~ =D

the strawberry above is damn nice la. so sweet =D inside is condensed milk. 幸福~

:D i don't know how we started this photo-taking thingy. lol.

we look sad because we've nowhere to go =( LOL.

in e train =P

bao mu! =)

out of so many pple, i forgot to take pictures with our beloved bday girl. LOL. more pictures nxt time yeah, cyn! xP

27.10.07

wanted to go for overnight kbox so that we can celebrate e actual bday of cyn with cake @ 12am! but it turn out that e kbox branch at cck was renovating! so damn suay! cyn has curfew la, so to her convenience we choose cck. LOL. so we went to watch movie, the seeker instead. at the same time we bought present for cyn. hope u like it! =D the movie was fine la.... not totally good, not totally that bad. after which we sent cyn home. imagine 10 pple sending just 1 home. doa pai sia! hahaha. and then e rest of us has nowhere to go cause there is no more train... wonder ard.. some decided to go home.. remaining of us? in e end, went JF's hse to watch more movies! LOL. but i was knocked out already. xD too tired. slack ard, then it was morning! they suggested breakfast... okay.. so we went to e hawker for our breakfast.. then took LRT back to cck station. but being e 冲动 us, we decided to take one big round back to cck instead of e direct one. and when we reached cck already, we decided to take another round.. maybe because we're all tired already then e LRT was so cooling. LOL. and i took these... =)

nice blue colour yah? e blue blue sky in e morning~

too bad it isn't a rainbow...

29.10.07

okay. was asked to go out and have steamboat together with my secondary school friends. i don't want to actually, cause i was damn broke. but i was so damn thick-skinned to suggest them to treat me as my bday meal then i'll go. this means they don't have to buy me presents. LOL. and in e end they did. although there were only pathetically 5 of us... and im e only girl there... i still had fun catching up with them... =) i had my fill. i think everyone too la. to e extend of playing with e food in e end. LOL. after which played some games at e arcade there. fun! hahaha. those were e days la. i missed e days spent with them suddenly... =)

sorry, i was bored while waiting for some of them to arrive... lol.

e cockles just refuse to open!

to e extend that our big chef, CY started playing with e cockle. look at e puddle of BLACK OIL. DISGUSTING.

ewwwww.

super candid la. look at me, so UNGLAM. LOL. xP

i love taking reflection pictures~ =D

THANKS FOR E TREAT ONCE AGAIN! =D LOVE U PPLE! =D ESP, HR & LAO PA! =D hahaha.

have fun reading~ im sorry if i missed out any events in between! i can't possibly remember everything! =D

2007-10-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

28.9.07

ISC. bought a $4 ticket & went down to support pei lin, shu lan & ys. hahaha. they've done well okay! jo, cyn & yin ling went like so high that day la. lol. the other performances were so-so though. i only think the daiko drums are damn cool la. so powerful. hahaha. nothing much actually, went back to clubhouse & pack it at the same time. cause the director is coming.

30.9.07

went to my cousin's house to celebrate his birthday in advance. quite some time didn't see them le. all grown up le sia. hahaha. both vertically & horizontally. oops~ hahaha. anyway, didn't have much appetite though. ate abit of the main dishes only. then after which anyhow ate a lot of desserts, snacks & not forgetting ICE CREAM MOONCAKE! so nice la! 1st time i had it. YUMMY! i think i like that better than the original ones. hahaha xP anyway, walked to the bus stop after which with my ah ma. & she was like talking to my dad. no, actually reprimanding him for eating too unhealthly. hahaha. so cute =D its like you see yourself with your mum. shadows. like how your mum always reprimand you for doing this or not doing this. hahaha.

1.10.07

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY! hahaha. ah. didn't really get to enjoy. i know i know, children's day is over for us. but yeah. watched D&D videos, hilarious. hahaha. & played badminton for awhile after school. sweating is great as usual =D but after which i don't know what happened to me la. monday blues & emo hit me. ahhhhh. stupid feeling. hahaha. SHOO man!

2007-09-29T20:04:00.000+08:00

the long due post of D&D! pictures shall do the work~ ENJOY =D

ching yee, cherry & me =D

cherry, me & joanna =D

yong shen! =D

shu lan! =D

bao mu bu cheng! =D

da cai & shu lan singing to bu de bu ai =D

joanna! =D

pei lin! =D

pei yan, me & wilson =D

cynthia! =D

ching yee & me =D

esther! =D

pei yan! =D

our table =D

high fan tian! =D

as usual.. =D

cool bah =D

girls =D with the pretty balloons

posing? eating? jumping? or what? haha =D

our DJ for the night! =D

our hosts for the night! =D

doesn't this reminds you of goong? =D

their 表情 so 丰富! =D

im lazy to elaborate what happened that night. but we all looked great! wasn't too bad even though there was some unhappiness somewhere. but overall still had fun =D

22.9.07

went to eat steamboat at marina. not too bad.. at least i had my fill. after which wanted to catch the lantern festival event at vivo but we were too late. so we bought some drinks and sat at the top of vivo for awhile. damn, so nice and cooling. HAHA. the wind was relatively big that night =D too bad no one wants to ton that night xD so after sitting there for a while the rest wanted to head home. but we were too slow! we missed our last train! LOL. so we all took different buses home. me, jo, ys, wx & cyn took bus to jurong east. and then we decided to WALK to bukit gombak where the guys live from jurong east and us, girls take cab from there to go home. omggg, in the middle of the night. HAHA. madness la. before we parted we even rest at mac 1st. and i only reached home around 3am in the morning that day. and did i mention my hp wasn't in use that day! like so whatever la =X

24.9.07 - 28.9.07

school reopens! i don't know if its a good or bad start though. happy of course because being able to see my classmates & friends again! we were like so high when we see each other. but then we're slightly disappointed? cause some of our lecturers totally cannot make it =X LOL. some are rather fine. i think i should be able to enjoy their lectures. and i heard news from one of my friend that some people from my BUDDY CLASS are talking behind my back. haven't found out who they are though from my friend's description but WHO CARES MAN. i shall not let this matter affect me! if not i'll have more problems to vex about. so i shall CURSED you all that your mouth will ROT from doing so. HAHA. omg, thats so mean of me! =X

alright, enough said. hope the rest of the days will be better ahead! =D

2007-09-21T02:45:00.000+08:00

oh yeah~ a fun-filled day today! wooooo! okay, ummm yesterday i mean. i didn't rot @ home! frankly speaking, i should treasure the last few days of my holidays man - by not rotting @ home. LOL. HAHA. proud man. Anyway, went to play badminton with cyn, Jf & Bc @ sch. so damn long never play le laaaa. i found out its nice to sweat once in awhile. HAHA. 1st up Jf & cyn reached e clubhse 1st then me then Bc. & we draw loads of stuffs - as usual - while waiting. HAHA. but e pictures below were drawn only after Bc came laaaaa. he joined in as well by drawing all those strange & new types of pokemon on the board. LOL.

our masterpieces. HAHA =D

this is how e whole whiteboard looks like...

the 4 of us b4 Zy came... =D cute right!? i loveeeee my one so much. HAHA!

ME =D im holding e 1st 2 roses i've made anyway...

cam-whoring... =P

after which Zy came & we head down to moberly for a game of pool. wooooo. interesting. HAHA. i admit im still NOOB. very noob. HAHA. but nevermind~ i'll improve de! =D we used only $1 for like don't know how many rounds of game. cause we used bottles & our hands to prevent the balls from going in. LOL. cunning man. well, to gauge if the balls are considered in, just see if it touches your hand or e bottles lor. HAHA. oh & we played a new version of pool. which is there're 15 balls in total, there're 5 of us. so this means each of us has 3 balls which is = to 3 lives. so the game is we can go around hitting other pple's balls but not your own one. the very person who still have their balls left is e winner! HAHA. interesting man! coooool. shall teach my other friends one day then we can play! wooooo~ & we played until so engrossed that we forgot the moberly is closing @ 9.30.. we even had our last game @ 9.15... which is its impossible to finish a game in 15 mins time.. the uncle came in & wait... until its over 9.30 le.. then a bit impatient le.. he said he can't wait for us & will refund the $1 back to us. HAHA. this means.... we played like don't know how many rounds of game for FREE! LOL. LUCKY? can't find a word to describe man.. HAHA. after which Zy hungry until cannot le so we went clementi to eat & then head back home... =D oh & he met with a "interesting" thing. ask us for details bah =P LOL.

cam-whore again in e mrt toilet on our way home =X HAHA.

okayyyy. TODDLES~ =D

sometimes being PREOCCUPIED isn't a BAD thing either. cause you wouldn't be thinking that much =D i want to be PREOCCUPIED as much as possible! HAHA. like today! oops, i mean yesterday! =D

2007-09-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

五月天 - 年轻就要对味

你就像麻辣锅
有了你很快活
一天不吃就难过
你就像黄金甲
穿着你很暖和
不怕有人欺负我
眼神可以交流
心跳可以沟通
有钱可以借你用
一点点的倔强
一点点的幽默对味就是有你有我
有你陪我一起疯
天天放烟火分分都感动
对味的人
对味的幸福更浓
不说你也能够懂
有你陪我一起疯
天天放烟火分分都感动
对味的人
对味的快乐感动
对味是我的朋友
你就像方便面
只要热水一冲
友情马上香又浓
水煮麻辣笑话
红烧热情感动
我说:年轻就要对味
不要理由
有你陪我一起疯
天天放烟火分分都感动
对味的人
对味的幸福更浓
不说你也能够懂
有你陪我一起疯
天天放烟火分分都感动
对味的人
对味的快乐更多
对味是我的朋友

有你陪我一起疯
天天放烟火分分都感动
对味的人
对味的幸福更浓
不说你也能够懂
有你陪我一起疯
天天放烟火分分都感动
对味的人
对味的快乐更多
对味是我的朋友
哦~~

cute song! HAHA. go listen =D i think cmcc peeps will like it =D HAHA.

2007-09-18T00:59:00.000+08:00

我想我还是会站在某一个街角, 不让你看到...
我只好假装我看不到, 我只好假装我听不到..

喜欢你微笑神情
专注的眼睛
拨动我的心情
喜欢你认真表情
对我好热情
心慢慢的贴近
喜欢你温热手心
传达的讯息
温柔包围我的心

喜欢你撒娇语气
傻瓜的行径
心慢慢的贴近
喜欢你宽厚背影
安定的气息
温柔包围我的心

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

或许你没看出来, 周围的人都在猜...

喜欢你偶而作怪
不经意流露的坏
其实体贴实
在孩子气的胸怀... (:

我只想做你的公主, 拥有那平凡的幸福...

其实你很爱他
对我的惩罚
说你没有想他
谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口
只能放手
不敢奢求
你说爱我

其实你很爱他
他很温柔吗
其实你很想他
就说出口吧
我也不想多说
捂住耳朵
不想再次听到你说
你很爱他

lyrics of some songs. think its quite meaningful la, so i post up lor. some are what im feeling now actually. HAHA. okay, im boringgggg at e same time xP post on D&D will be put later when i get all e pictures okayyy! =D

2007-09-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

right. more updates before im being nagged. HAHA. OOPS =X

8.9.07

random shopping trip with e usual cmcc peeps again. this time to queenstown to look for shoes. im practically rotting at home, so obviously i'll tagged along even though i don't have money to shop. we only started our so called shopping at around 4. LOL. first time man. "late night" shopping. HAHA. cause SOMEBODY is late like almost 2 hrs. walk around & we headed for lakeside cause we don't know where else we could go. taman jurong park or something. remember e spiderweb at west coast? there's a smaller version one. climbed, so much easier this time cause i already had my first experience at west coast. HAHA. reached e other side which is a playground. played see-saw, e spinning thingy. OMG, so damn scary la. dizzy =X took pictures. after which went to cool ourselves down before going home. & we took this picture in e toilet, both guys & girls. e toilet so special la. you walked in, you'll see e mirrors & sinks. e mirrors & sinks are arranged in a row without anything blocking in between for both female & male. you can talk to your other gender friend while washing ur hands man. & e cubicles are blocked obviously. you'll have to turn to e left/ right to get to there.

YEAH~ CHILDHOOD MEMORIES =D

e toilet im talking about... behind us is e male cubicle =X

on our way home, in e train... & as usual... (:

11.9.07

KBOX session with e RS people!~ like FINALLY!~ ate lunch & played pool first before going for K. we met too early la. but as usual SOMEONE is late, so overall its fine la. KBOX was still fun, although they were not as high as cmcc peeps. HAHA. had dinner & walk around & then home sweet home =D

oh, & i realised i've SUPERSTAR friends! man, im so proud. LOl. my LAO PA sounds so much like 吴克群 lor! & e other guy looks so much like L from deathnote! AH!~ *screams & go maddddddd* LOL.

L look alike!?

LOVES =D

2007-09-02T17:30:00.000+08:00

alright. UPDATES~ another long post~

but 1st thing 1st. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DC & YT~

29/8/07

went to look for jobs with sw, cyn & esther. don't want to elaborate much. just like that lor. we went to 2 agencies, hope they'll match us with suitable jobs asap. i seriously need MONEY & i don't want to ROT @ home =X okayyy, things get interesting after we went job hunting. me, cyn & esther head down to orchard to buy DC's bday present. walk around, 1st stop was cineleisure. went to ask for job @ K-box also. but it turn out that it wasn't a really good offer. so we proceed to look for DC's present. we're thinking of getting a white shirt for him. but nothing seems to suit him. but we went to a korean 专卖店 & bought this fish-shaped red bean ice cream. so nice laaa. SWEET. 幸福的感觉~

fishy kiss!?

then after which we went heeren. & we really did the right thing going there man. HAHA! walk around & then went to a shop called jean pierre. BINGO! thats e shop man. we found a blouse that suits DC perfectly. okayyy, at least thats what we think. & then there is this cute guy serving us. HAHA. he's very patient when we didn't have enough money to pay for e shirt & he even offered a 5% discount for us. so good laaa! HAAA. we even tried calling YS to help us! but he's @ home. LOl. so funny la! actually we have enough money de, just that we don't want to go back home with empty wallets. HAHA. after we left e shop, cyn even suggested to get no. from e cute guy. but of course in e end we didn't. i don't think any of us dare laaa. then in e end we just linger outside e shop trying to take a glance @ e cute guy. LOl. all 发花痴 sia... xD okayyy, but after such a long wait, we're tired & decided to go home. HAAA.

31/8/07

FINALLY. i think e day most of us have been waiting for. TEACHER'S DAY EVE! meet up with my GIRLFRIENDS & some other cliques & went back to sec school together. wanted to have breakfast, but due to some delay and stuffs, we didn't & just went straight to school. look for some of e teachers & talked to them. so nice to see them again la! they remembered me! like DUHHH~ HAHA! but some of them left earlier ): didn't get to see them. but it still feels good being back there. nothing like my sec school, nothing like seeing e familiar faces even though all of us were from different classes. i guess our batch is the one that we know almost everyone. HAAA. aaaaa, nostalgic. there was a moment i sat down & wait for some of my cliques. & there i went thinking what happened last time. how we sat under e hot sun and have our meals during recess cause e canteen was full & stuffs. missed those times man ): aaaa. those were e days. HAAA. okayyy. after which went to CWP to have our long awaited lunch~ hungry hungry~ wanted to eat either pasta mania or pizza hut but its too ex & there were alot of pple. so we went mos instead. ate & crap a bit. FUN man. missed those days too. i remember we always head down to mos to have our lunch sometimes after school & stayed there to crap really long even after we finished our meals. HAHA. okayyy. then my clique suggested pool. but we went arcade 1st (: played some games & we head down to e checkpoint to play pool. i don't want to go at 1st. cause im totally not interested in pool. but then i don't want to be a wet blanket so i went along. & they thought me how to play. yuppp, i don't know how to play pool. & e feeling of e balls knocking with each other is so damn cool la! LOl. wasn't very stable @ 1st but im getting e hang of it already! i want to go try it again sometime! no pictures taken cause we were all so engrossed in playing! HAHA! next time laaa! after which rushed down to clubhouse, actually wanted to go celebrate DC & YT's bday but i was really really late! missed all e fun. only managed to eat e cake & wished them of course. after which some of them went home & since i just came.. i decided to stay a bit longer.. and we had a powder party in e clubhouse. LOL. e powder was meant for e celebration. seeing there was left over, we decided to play with it. i don't know how it started too! LOl. but e powder smells really nice laaa. its johnson & johnson baby bedtime powder. HAAA.

look @ cynthia's hair! its soooo white laaa!

cam-whoring session~

kai yuan trying to make a effect, romantic ambience by spraying e powder while ys & cherry 自弹自唱. HAHA. nice shot right. looks like both of them wants to leave e seats. HAHA. & if u noticed, it looks kind of misty. yuppp, e work of the powder. LOL.

after which they even sprayed e powder all over e floor & started to draw footprints & stuffs. HAHA. cherry draw this gigantic footprint! like really big! LOL. & then they were, fish prints, dog prints, cat prints so on... LOL. madness la. i jus wrote stuffs there. HAHA. hmmm yea & after which is home sweet home (:

1/9/07

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! okayyy, thats not e main point. yay~ CMCC outing again. LOL. this time to east coast parkkkk~ actually i just want to enjoy e view there & sea breeze but it turn out some other ways. lol. couldn't find my balance when some of them wanted to teach me how to ride a bike. nevermind~ someday... i will.. HAHA! then no choice lor, have to take e 2 seater de bike. DC ride with me.. esther with JF. lol. she also don't know laaa. then we actually don't want to ride de.. but always turn out e other way.. sitting at e back is quite scary @ 1st. LOl. especially when DC likes to speed =X but after a while you'll get used to it & its quite fun & cooling actually. HAAA! crazy taxi became crazy bike! LOl. actually, we didn't do much things except for cycling. lol. 1st stop @ bedok jetty. rest & played some games. i couldn't concentrate @ all. keep getting confused! HAHA. after that went back have dinner & then ride back again if im not wrong. time passes really fast & some of them,DC, esther,PY went back home cause they can't ton. while e rest stay put. after which mei xuan joined us. wanted to ride from one end to e other. we ride e 2 seaters one together. madness la! no 默契! haiyooo! LOl. i kept screaming =X omg, my image. & she kept wanting me to speak. cause if im too quiet she'll be scared. like as if anything happen to me like that. & e rest were like so far away from us laaa. HAHA. don't know why ride with her i suddenly stomach pain when we stopped suddenly. think i knock onto something =X i suddenly missed DC alot laaa! LOL. but in e end didn't get to e right end cause wx had leg cramp. again we went back to bedok jetty to rest & then they hungry le jiu go nearby de foodstall eat lor. oh man, 1st time all of us so broke la. we still have to combine all e money we had to buy one meal. LOl. then mei xuan leave le ): leave me alone. no choice lor. someone else has to ride with me! ): haha. den wx ride with me. haiyooo. another one, no 默契 de! xD after which we decided to go buy drinks @ 7-11 & just sit by e seaside & spend our night there. this time ys ride with me. HAHA. THANK YOU ALL~ 麻烦, 辛苦你们啦! NEXT TIME TREAT UR DRINKS ARHHH. IF NOT I FEEL GUILTY DE. LOl. all drained out laaa, no more cycling~ LOl. weeee~ like e times @ west coast park. HAHA. we talked everything & anything under e sun. okayyy, moon. LOl. & we came to this conclusion that youngster are so 冲动 laaa! we always say we don't want to ton anymore but still in e end we did. despite we know we'll be really really tired e next day. HAHA. & then they say now can ton jiu ton, next time old liao cannot le. HAHA! jiu like that stay until e morning. we're real stubborn laaaa! its so damn cold but we still want to stay there till we see e sunrise! HAHA! 1st time i ever felt soooo COLD laaaa! keep shivering. HAHA. we were so cold that me, wx & jo cuddle up together like don't know what. HAHA. and then we saw stars! there were alot yesterday! so pretttyyy! some were so bright laaaa. there wasn't any @ 1st cause e clouds blocked it. after which it cleared, so many laaaa! e moon is also very bright. if u looked carefully, u can see e clouds blocking e moon... then how e wind blow e clouds away & u'll see e moon again. so nice laaa! HAHA.

pictures~

wanted to take how e rain falls. its slanted. but couldn't see it. nevermind~ lol.

afternoon~

bright bright~

at night~

e moon~

e nxt morning. sunrise!~

蓝天白云~ best time to take e sky man! note e different shape of e clouds.. HAHA.

pretttyyy~ wx said this doesn't look like we're in s'pore. YEAH~ my photography skills. LOl. JK~ its e view itself laaa.

wx take de.

mine. obviously i've better photography skills~ LOl. e moon in e morning laaa.

last picture before we go... (:

after which, we went down to e shore & let e waves hit against our feets & also wait for e bike rental shop to open. returned, sat @ mac for awhile & then home sweet home~

woo~ finally. enjoy reading hubby. LOL. =X

2007-08-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:

1) everyone to be HAPPY (:
2) slim down! seriously.
3) good grades den get into food tech! =D
4) e tortise plushie~ xP
5) 我的白马王子. HAHA. just random cause i don't know what to put for e last one.

aren't wishes supposed to be kept secret so that they can come true? LOL. anw, let's move on =D

Answer the following questions :

1. The person who tag you is? CYNTHIA & JOANNA~

2. Your relationship with him/her is? CMCC's BEST lame-ing partner & cam-whoring partner =D

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her? FUN, OUT-GOING, CHEERFUL, FUN & still FUN. LOL. that sums up for both of them =D

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? such things are meant to be kept in e HEART man. HAHA.

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you? same as above. lol.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will? FYI, we're ONE BIG FAMILY already =D so just ignore if we're lover / whatever relationship okayyy. LOL.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? as a lover, i guess i can't ans. but as a friend...... NOTHING bahhh. just PERFECT =D

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? NAHHH. that will never happen =D

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? LIKE I SAID. =D

10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is? hmmm. tough one. i'll be e matchmaker. random. LOL. ummm. hangout more luhhhh =D

11.Your overall impression of him/her is? FUN is still THE WORD.

12.How you think people around you will feel about you? just one ordinary girl who once came upon thier lifes bahhh. im nowhere special anw.

13.The character you love of yourself are? HAPPY GO LUCKY & 大方. HAHA.

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are? lack of COURAGE & LOW SELF ESTEEM bahhh.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is? never thought of this before. i guess its still ME bahhh (:

16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.

1. jia jun
2. eileen
3. ruth
4. shirlyn
5. esther
6. da cai
7. bu cheng
8. cass
9. xiu pin
10. xi xiang

17.Who is no.6 having relationship with? SINGLE =D but... yeah...

18.Is no.9 a male or female? female.

19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? they don't know each other.

20.How about no.8 and 5? 8's attached & 5's... yeah... both are STRAIGHT okayyy.

21.What is no.2 studying about? Business IT

22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? yesterday night (:

23.What kind of music band does no.8 like? JAY's songs. sure one. HAHA.

24.Does no.1 has any siblings? 1 elder brother.

25.Will you woo no.3? ehhh. im STRAIGHT. she's my BFF already. lol.

26.Is no.4 single? i guess so. if im not wrong.

27.What's the surname of no.5? NEO!

28.What's the hobby of no.4? SINGING! =D

29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well? they don't know each other either.

30.Where is no.2 studying at? NYP.

31.Talk something casually about no.1? my LAO PA & very LAME. LOL.

32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8? AGAIN. im STRAIGHT.

33.Where does no.9 live at? CCK.

34.What color does no.4 like? haven't got e chance to ask her. LOL.

35.Are no.5 and 1 best friends? NAHHH. they don't know each other too.

36.Does no.7 likes no.2? they don't know each other okayyyy. DUHH.

37.How do you get to know no.2? thru no. 3 =D

38.Does no.1 have any pets? nope.

39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? LOL. of course! my 保姆 lehhh! LOL.

there u go. enjoy =D

2007-08-26T19:10:00.000+08:00

FINALLY~ UPDATES! but beware~ its going to be a uber long post!

1st thing 1st - EXAMMMMSSSS ARE OVERRRRR! but i totally screwed up my very last BIO paper laaa. spent like last 1 hr just staring @ e paper. i can't rmb a thing! oh well, its over. let's not talk about it anymore & spoil our HOLIDAY mood! HELLO! MR HOLIDAY! LOL.

Anw, the last 2 days was a uber uber FUNNNN & LONGGGG day! this is what happened.

on friday, after my paper, i went down to bugis to take a look @ e converse shoes which're all selling @ 29.90 cause e outlet there is moving out. but the design i like doesn't have my size ): oh well, i'll go down another day. oh & coincidentally, xi xiang, xiao jia, yi min, ethel & cheng teng all wanted to go bugis so we ended up taking e train to bugis together. after which went down to marina sq to meet up with clubmates, esther, JF, cherry & winston. walk around & bought present for the 2 bday boys, YS & darren! & cherry gone gaga over this set of baby winnie e pooh & friends @ mini toons. but i admit its soooo CUTE laaaa!

there you go. =D

rushed back to school, cause esther & winston are already late for their meeting. while me, JF & cherry started to make e puzzle thats for darren.

the completed piece! =D 成就感 nehhh!

after which rest back to meeting room to join them with the celebration. missed a bit of e celebration cause they started already. but anw, we're still there right! & shirl was back to join us on that day. so long since we've seen her!

weeee~ shirl & me =D

then laze around, eat e cake & e doughnuts esther they all bought in the morning. YUMMY =D played, talked. i just LOVE this feeling. HAHA. and they gave YS 17 secs of bday tickles. damn hilarious laaa. LOL. after which we set off to watch movie. after much consideration & arrangement here & there, we watched dead silence. its a horror movie about dummy & puppets. & e pple in e movie will die if they were to scream. therefore, in the whole theater there wasn't anyone screaming xD oh no, it still gives me e shivers talking about it. we watched e one @ ard 11.55. LOL. after which, we decide to walk to changi airport with e intention of ton-ing there. initially was sentosa/west coast/east coast. LOL. but we're sending XT who is going back to shanghai off in the morning, so might as well. oh we're @ tampiness btw. wanted to watch @ dhoby gaunt but tampiness is nearer. so we walked there... HAHA. along the way, e girls saw many cockroaches & were practically screaming away but i didnt see any. LOL. i think i've night blindness. reached there @ ard 3 + am. then went to e viewing mall to see planes & slack there. can't rmb much on what we did exactly. we talked for a bit i guess & we tried to slp & rest our eyes already. we all had a long day. but still nice laaaa. just being able to be by your friends side =D HAHA. we all didn't get to slp much but managed to rest our eyes for a little while. & i woke up jusr in time to see e sunrise! OMG! =D 1st time ever! pple next time if u want to see e sunrise go to e airport & not e beach. LOL. so much better.

not very clear but =D

@ around 8, we went to surprise XT! talked a bit, fool around here & there. HAHA. & its time for her to go. will MISS her laaaa. only able to see her that day after like almost a mth of not seeing her.

grp photo before XT leaves~ =D

after which wanted to get breakfast. but i don't know who suggested to go KBOX! & so we head down to cineleisure de branch. DAMN FUNNNN & HIGH laaaa. even though all of us haven't slept a wink. esp e last song. LIAN AI - ING! i think our eardrums almost spoiled laaaa. & e speakers too! LOL. HAHA. & e K - lunch was YUMMY! =D

JO & me~ as usual. JO's cam-whoring session =P HAHA.

after our KBOXING session & its HOME SWEET HOME~ thats how our whole thing ENDS =D uber uber FUNNNNN day! LOL.

& umm pictures taken on 13 Aug.

i had FUN on this day =D 3 of my girlfriends frm NYP came all e way to SP to study with me! thank you & sorry for troubling! HAHA. but of course, we ended up walking here & there in SP for e guy in white to print his assignments & of course CRAP. LOL. i didnt get to study much in e end. but still fun cause its always nice to 叙叙旧 with your friends. =D

17 Aug.

went to watch westzone superstar. shirl & shie yar is in it~ also to support them laaaa. shirl sang fabulously that night! & both shie yar & her look gorgeous that night! =D but couldn't see shie yar's performance though. SORRY ): cause we wanted to go watch fireworks @ marina! sooooo PRETTTYYYY laaaa!

ignore the flaggg pole & e signboard & e quality of e pictures. i used my phone. we watched it near a construction site cause this time e preview needs tickets to go in de. i videoed too. shall not post up cause it lags. can show you guys if you want =D

im very easy contented de. next time just bring me to see fireworks, stars i'll be really HAPPY! HAHA. after which slack @ marina sq then wanted to go home de. but YS & cyn hungry. so we get down @ clementi to eat. & usually for our case, one thing leads to another. they suggest to go WCP to TON! LOL. & so e rest, me, WX, YS, JO & DC went except for cyn. cause she can't stay out late. its not that creepy laaa WCP @ night. HAHA. its so FUNNN luhhh. 1st reached e guys went to play e sort of "swing" where u sit on it & swing frm one end to another. childhood memories. HAHA. i played before when i was sec 2. but i fell halfway. PHOBIA. LOL. i was wearing skirt on that day too. after which we sat down by e seaside & talk. anything & everything under the sun. i mean moon. LOL. from e sea to e universe to e sky to chinese history, qin shi huang to whatever we can think of. HAHA. & the guys saw SHOOTING STAR! DAMN, i MISSED it AGAIN! for e 2nd TIME! sooooo ANGRY laaaa. & they kept suaning me ): NVM! there'll be a time SOMEDAY, i BELIEVE! LOL. then when its almost morning, they decided to go climb e spider web in pyramid shape cause maybe can see sunrise frm there & e view is nice also. my 1st time laaaa. so difficult to climb. & my leg hurts! LOL. they all @ e top liao i still underneath. but lucky they helped me & im @ e top like finally. HAHA. & we saw a building which is like so HOLY. cause its like around e area where e sun rises. it seems to have a holy light like an angel on top of it. & its e main reason why we couldn't see e sunrise! e building its like sooooo TALL laaaa. slack there, talk a bit and we set off back to home. OVERALL, its a FUNNNN day laaaa. i WANT to DO that AGAIN! HAHA. =D

alright, apart from having FUN now. i NEED a job too! i don't want to ROT @ home when i don't have things to do on some days! LOL. recommend me if any yah! TATA =D

oh. & HAPPY BIRTHDAY YS & DARREN! =D

2007-08-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

im BORED. HEH. i just loveeeee this type of tests. don't you? some of the part are quite true. go to: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
for this test =D

2007-08-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

saw this from cass's blog. interesting. try it. some parts are quite true (: go to www.drawahouse.com i'll update on what happened yesterday when i got all the photos yah! ^^ happy waiting~ LOL.

2007-08-12T21:46:00.001+08:00

went to watch SECRET @ CINE with some of the CMCC members yesterday. Needless to say, its a SUPER NICE & TOUCHING movie la! its not like the normal love story where the boy meets girl and the girl meets boy and then they fall in love with each other. HAHAHAs. A never expected twist at the end. At that moment, i thought i was watching horror movie sia! LOL. i really don't mind watching it again sia! Anyone else who wants to watch it, JIO me ah! =P of course, i teared towards the end. wanted to cry out loud but i don't want anyone to see my swollen eyes! wahahahas! actually, i watched 2nd time on youtube just now, but i couldn't cry. i was sad. arggghhh, i hate this feeling. LOL. and now im going gaga over this movie and piano of course! makes me want to learn it even more. actually from last time i want to learn already but didn't had the chance =P yes yes, and i know i shouldn't be here, i should be studying now! but i can't concentrate!!! im so dead on tues, or rather for all the papers!!! someone SHOOT me!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

my movie ticket! HEH =P

帅吧. i mean the piano. LOL!

我也要我的他这样子载我... =P

可爱!

this is just random. pei yan & me.

小雨：你好像很喜欢用一只手弹琴哦？
小伦：这样子另外一只才能牵你啊。

小雨：我能遇见你已经是很不可思议了。。。

小雨：能拥有十年已经很长了。。。

小雨：我是小雨。。。
小伦：你在哪里？
小雨：我爱你。你爱我吗？
小伦：draws a heart out...

2007-08-11T13:50:00.000+08:00

damn it. i almost screwed up my VERY LAST PRESENTATION yesterday. i was LATE! like can you believe it, my presentation starts @ 8 and i woke up @ 7.30... so in the end i was late for like 50 mins. zzzzzz. i was so damn scared la! its a group presentation, so worried that i'll drag my group member's marks down. i can only blame myself if its a individual presentation xD but LUCKILY, after our presentation, our teacher said that ours is the best one she've seen after so many groups!!! 心里那块石头这时才放下.. LOL. HAPPY HAPPY!! =DDDDDDDD

after which went to library to print stuffs and then business block to hand in our reports. then 顺便 have our lunch @ FC 6. bought doughnuts again! YUMMY! ((: pack some for club members too and then head down to find out our 3rd test results for BIO from teacher. weeeee~ i score an A. (((: felt a bit relieved. at least i secure a module already. of course, i gonna work hard for the exams so as not to pull down my marks down. went clubhouse, studied a bit. actually was to meet up with some of them to watch secret de. but in the end was cancelled. hahahahas. 难得 clubhouse so 热闹 la, so we stayed and slack there luh. played HOTD 3, started by our very own DC. in the end the whole room was playing. LOL. me and esther teamed up. we were so noisy on the 1st try la. screaming, shouting and stuffs. LOL. thats how i am. i get really agitated when i play games, all the horrible words always come out. OMG, my image xD LOL. then went clementi to have our dinner and then HOME SWEET HOME =DDDDDD

oh and it feels so good to chat with your "KNOWN MANY YEARS but LONG LOST FRIEND", even though most of the time we're CRAPPING. LOL. i totally lost contact with her since i don't know when and even though she live downstairs of me only. LOL. we're both so busy with our schoolwork and stuffs that the times we met up is getting lesser and lesser. it was these 2 days that i received her msg. had fun talking with her =DDDDDD going out to mug with her this sunday, LOOKING FORWARD! YEAH~ MORE PICTURES, PICTURES! =DDDDDD

most probably later will go watch secret luh. CANT WAIT! ((((: i miss the rest of the club members, like CYNTHIA & XT! )))))): come back quickly luh!!! HEH =P alright, off i go. if not i'll be late again! TATA! =DDDDDD

2007-08-10T00:36:00.000+08:00

firstly, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY S'PORE! (:

alright. time for some updates. no school this whole week. suppose to be study week for us. cause next week is exam period already. but yeah, SHIT ME. i haven't really got into mugging mode. only studied 2 chpts of IOCHEM yesterday. when i planned to at least study 6 or 7 chpts for it? and read a bit on MICRO BIO. LOL. but i guess it beats then never study anything right. i can't concentrate @ home, my lappy & tv always distracts me. talking about control. i totally lose it after i came to poly. SHIT. SHIT. SHIT. so i went out to study... but in the end... we always ended up playing more than studying. SHIT. i am not trying to blame anyone here. Just pissed off with myself for not having the control i used to have then.

and this is what happened yesterday & the day before. the very same thing. LOL. the day before, i am supposed to mug after doing Excel PBL. some of them already @ esplanade library. wanted to rush over & study there but when i reached there, they stopped studying already. too late. in the end, we met up with the rest & we played arcade. HAIS.

as for yesterday, i only studied a bit like i said in the morning with esther & we went KBOX in the afternoon. cause its the country's birthday, the charges is only 4.20 +++ so DAMN CHEAP la. like so rare. but you must have red stuffs with you & the timing is only from 2-4.30. we informed the rest & some like BC, DC, winston, YS, PL, MX came down. after which they suggested fireworks since we're @ marina square already. so we went to the foodcourt, ate our dinner & waited for the fireworks. i think yesterday's fireworks are so PRETTY! so much bigger than the preview ones & also more patterns! or is it i sat nearer to the fireworks this time than the preview? i don't know. LOL. but i especially like the ones that look like SNOW when they come down & the green one! OMG! but too bad there were too many pple @ the foodcourt that i cant capture some nice picture of the fireworks! ): and i must admit, s'poreans are really really KIASU. they went there so early like 4 or 5 just to book place to see the fireworks which starts @ 8? we had a hard time looking for seats to have our dinner okay. & we ordered chicken rice. there was a maid before us who ordered like 20 packets of rice & constantly adding stuffs making us wait for our turn for so long. LOL. *Shakes head* then after watching the fireworks, we don't want to squeeze the mrt with those who finished watching the parade, we decided to stay put & shop around. hahahaha! shopping with them is so damn FUN & FUNNY la! we went TOPSHOP cause we're attracted by the 1/2 price promotion thingy. we also went the shop which sells mp3 & stuffs, i didn't notice the shop name. & we kept playing with the piano + keyboard software? LOL. so funny. we kept trying different speeds for different songs. LOL. then we went S&K too. i saw so many clothings i want la! but too bad, i don't have $ ): wait till i save up la. HAIS. & among our group, the guys actually can shop more than us, girls. LOL. they went to try on clothes, some even took pictures in the fitting room(YS). LOL. aren't girls suppose to do that? LOL. & then there is this display fair for OSIM products i think. like igallop & all those message chairs. DC actually suggested to go try out the igallop. & he still make those stupid noises la. YS video it down, LOL. for more information, ask him bahs. LOL. and on our way home DC behaves like a drunkard man, saying things that all of us don't understand. LOL. so funny la. right, there you go. i enjoyed myself though i felt guilty for not studying more. LOL. CONTRADICT EH?

time for some pictures... (:

the CUTE little baby i saw while studying @ raffles place mac!

After NDP. look @ the crowd!

YS trying on TOPSHOP's glasses & STRAW hat. LOL! looks kind of old-fashion lehs. LOL. with the glasses only still look rather retro. the STRAW hat totally ruined it. HAHAHAS.

few weeks back @ K @ moberly. they were playing with my hairband -.-" YS looks kind of like don't know what ranger or robot. LOL.

the rest say DC looks like a TRANSEXUAL! LOL!

finally! a post updated! (: feels like typing in chinese though. might try it one day when i've the time. miss the times when i always excel in chinese. HAIS. LOL. till then, TATA! (:

2007-08-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

phew. this week have come to an end, like finally. so DAMN busy la. bio data sheet, bio report, IOCHEM test 3, EXCEL, IDEAS, RWP etc etc. YAYNESS, my sleep is back! okay, for a little while. after which is straight mugging till the major semester exams. HAIS. Well, for today, i hope our last IDEA presentation was fine. Excel, as per normal la. 1st part i was confused though. the rest still okay. Pray hard that i'll be fine too. happier note, CPPB test 2 i passed! with not too bad results. HEH :D i failed my 1st one okay. this means that there is still hope for my CPPB! xD i do hope efforts pay off...

i realised i tend to ponder alot when i am alone & i get really emo too. LOL. was wondering am i such a boring person? LOL. maybe its because i don't find topics to initiate a talk with someone. okay, not never but seldom. i guess thats why some might think i am boring??? LOL. well, find topics & talk to me then xP

2007-08-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

im currently blogging in the school library~~~~~

so BORING la! studying for BIO test later. so sians la. nothing seems to get in. so dead later. HAIS... getting back IOCHEM test 3 later too, another dead one. i might as well be dead la. LOL. omg. getting EMO here xD

yesterday was MADNESS la. stayed at clubhouse until around 11+ then after that then went home. so scary! cause lights off is @ 11pm in school! LOL. we ( MX, DC, ZQ & me) played impossible quiz 1 @ the very last minute. DC la, started it and then all of us were addicted to it. must solve in no matter what! LOL. but some questions are so DUMB & LAME la! LOL. surely leave a very DEEP impression for me. LOL. After we went home, DC wanted us to bluff joanna who went home b4 us that we're staying back @ the clubhouse cause we missed the last train. LOL. initially was fine de... but later part i tired.. LOL. so left DC alone there crapping. LOL. almost chuan bang lors. DUHHH. just for FUN la. don't mind ah (:

i realised photos and videos i uploaded is making my blog so laggy. maybe i'll upload lesser from now on. which is, i don't think i can. LOL. CMCC sure got alot of photos coming in. LOL. okay la, necessary then i'll upload ^^

alright, back to BIO. wish me luck for later! (: *note: CMCC members want to watch shutter later. OH NO. i'll see how it goes and i'll update later yah! ^^ oh do take note too, i'll be changing blogskin i think. soon. heh okay, BYE!

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IOCHEM test results always UPSETS me. my standard for CHEM dropped so much. so DAMN SAD la. HAIS. FCUKED la. i seriously need to BUCK UP. i need to squeeze in the top 80th for food technology. alright, they're watching the maid now xD update later once again. im not really watching though xD study for excel!!!

2007-07-29T01:20:00.000+08:00

i hereby conclude, i've a WEAK HEART. don't scare me please. LOL.

went on a shopping trip with my GIRLFRIENDS today! woooo~ i didn't buy anything partly due to not much $ and will be very bulky when i go for NDP'07 preview. but some things did caught my eyes. maybe will get it someday (: no pictures though, i actually FORGOT! #$#&**$&#^# LOL.

Anyway, after which i went to NDP'07 preview with my family. initially i thought this year's show will be boring. but actually, its not too bad la. but its sad that i can't go with my girlfriends la. wanted to go with them but some couldn't make it. i think it'll be so much fun if you were to go NDP with your friends. sure can get really high one. you can't possibly ask me to get high in front of my parents right, so WEIRD. LOL. i LOVE the lightings this year! the fireworks are not bad too! F16 & some other advanced machines, boats etc are so COOL la! this year's performing choir is from RVHS. they quite power, quite loud. not too bad. & this reminds me of SYF opening ceremony with RS choir. so much fun. miss those times... ^^
i think i'll let the pictures do the work... (:

sis & me (:

FC 6's DOUGHNUTS! white choco. YUM! DOUGHNUT day on fri... 27.7.07

i'll upload the video i took some other days ^^

2007-07-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

my 100th post!

but i am so gonna complain! its not a happy post ):

i terribly want my BEAUTY SLEEP! but i can't! EMI is driving me CRAZY la!

i don't UNDERSTAND!

tomorrow's test = PREPARE to FAIL.

i seriously need D-E-S-S-E-R-T-S! cause if u flipped the word over, its S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D!

and that is what i am now!

beside, my head is bugging me RIGHT NOW. @ a time like this!

REPORTS, DATA SHEETS, PRESENTATIONS, PBL, 3 more ICA TESTS next week. 1- EXCEL. DIE. 2- IOCHEM. 7 CHAPTERS. 3- MIRCOBIO. should be fine though. but still. DAMN!

AHHHHHHH. going MAD any moment. on the VERGE of BREAKING DOWN already.

how i wish someone can lend me his/her shoulders to cry on.

CYN: drink milk if u wanna get high. (i don't know why. but i suggested Hi-Calcium milk. LOL)
ME: oh, then u can't drink low fat milk lehs.
CYN: yea. later u get low instead of high. action: *bend down* to show that she's getting lower.

LOL LOL LOL. *COLD*

2007-07-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH. doing REPORTS are BORING! taking a break now, shall blog a little since i haven't been blogging too *laughs*

i just realised this morning that today is actually racial harmony day. and i realised we cannot get to celebrate it like how we used to last time! *sobs* SAD la! i remembered how some enthusiastic people in 4/8 will try to get the whole class to wear traditional costumes. and then those without any will go all out to borrow one from their other friends from different races, or rather they buy one! MISS THOSE DAYS. so FUN la. during breaks we'll cam-whore as usual! *laugh out loud* some will then suggest loads of different and interesting places to take photos and of course different candid and posed pictures! i'll also just go hopping around to other classes to take pictures with my other friends too. *smiles* Yeah, those were the days.

Now, things are so different. many came from different schools, have different thinking. compared to last time, i don't even know if things have become better or worse. better i think cause i don't really care what they're doing already, either to me or others. IGNORANCE is BLISS sometimes. i'll just lead my life as per normal and of course HAPPILY (: worse i think cause like i don't know who said it before, as we get to know each other better, we'll see more of each other faults and okay maybe sometimes good points.

but i am really GLAD to know the bunch of "FREAKS" from CMCC! HAAA! xP without them, i'll don't know if i can still survive @ SP (:

18.07.2007 - WED

YS,DC,PL,SHIRLYN,SY,CYNTHIA and BC went JJC for the westzone singing competition. ME, WX, XT, JOANNA,ESTHER, MX went to support them too. they all did well & we're proud of them (: SHIRLYN & SY went in! got the results next day. CONGRATS! JIA YOU for the next performance yah! (: after which SHIRLYN, DC & SY wanted to go back to school & since the rest of us were hungry, we went for a bite. still early then, all of us felt so not use to it. HAAA. cause we always late late then go home de. so we went wandering around and finally decided to go play basketball near YS & WX's house.. actually is the guys who want to play la. me, joanna & cynthia played at the playground there. HAAA. and we made a new friend called, Pinky! its a really cute little dog! HAAA.

thats Pinky!

4 of us on our way home. in the train (:

20.07.2007 - NICE number eh?

its DOUGHNUT day @ CMCC! LOL.

Cynthia suggested to go FC 6 to eat our lunch and also to get our DOUGHNUTS yesterday after seeing my PM on MSN. *laughs* sudden craves for DOUGHNUTS all of us. HAAA. she said FC 6 doughnuts are rather popular. not too bad lurrs! the white one is nice! HAAA. oh, too bad there isn't any photos of the doughnut cause i forgotten to take one and i've finished the doughnut! OOPS! HAAA. then Cynthia & YT went down to PS to get some stuffs, YT also had a sudden craves for doughnuts. and they bought a few more doughnut back for us & also for themselves from donut factory! they had a macdonald smell, don't know why. HAAA. after which is meeting. yesterday's meeting damn weird. cause its so so serious at 1 point and then so funny at other point. *laugh out loud* i think only CMCC's meeting can be that fun bahs. HAAA.

and then KY was like telling us to study hard while play hard and he explained how GPA works. then all of us suddenly very anxious, all go use DC's lappy to check our min. GPA for each module. DC's lappy suddenly so "HOT". HAAA! mine highest GPA falls in the 2 modules that i am not confident with la! so DEAD! then BC and i were talking about stuffs in class and such. SAD, alomst same situation la. but NEVERTHELESS, let's all GAMBATTE okay! WE CAN DO IT one! (:

PICTURES from last few week...

formal wear.. the GIRLS (:

LAST BIO PRAC! the GIRLS as usual! (: will miss the fun there. HAAA. remembered the 1st time i stepped in there, my reaction was like " so cool!" and it does feel like a hospital. HAAA.

okay la, back to REPORT!

2007-07-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

Updates... have been lazy to post these days. life've been the same. nothing much action pack recently *laughs* projects, projects & even more projects! test,test & even more test! BORING~~~ had retest for IOCHEM ICA 2 on wed, my grades improve compared to the 1st time we had our ICA 2. same marks as my ICA 1. Well, delighted cause i maintained my results. but then again, not satisfied as its not up to my real standard. Okay, im forever contradicting myself. my CHEM was supposed to be way better than the marks i've got. besides, when i asked around in class how much they got for the test, they all got better than me. even for those who failed their ICA 2 for the 1st time whereas i didn't. that is so saddening la. i am reverting back to the last few in class again. i HATE this feeling. i don't want to be the last few in class again. perhaps some of you who doesn't know me well might think i've too high of expectations.. but well, that's just me. and the thought of how some of my classmates can score so well even without much studying whereas i score lesser than them even though i studied just turned me off. i guess i seriously need to start doing something before its too late.....

POLY 50 was held on wed too. went to support CMCC's runners. (winston, pei ling, garfield, wei jian, YS, WX, shu lan, rico & BC) bought drinks & serve drinks to them *smiles* they didn't get anything but at least they finished the race within 2 hrs & of course we're proud of them~ *claps*

thurs... RWP presentation on our final research on Aspirin. i think i screwed up my presentation la. i knew how to pronounce the words, but i stumbled cause im too nervous. arghh! nevertheless, what done cannot be undone. i just hope my content part can pull me up. and we all look great in formal actually (:

i guess the only thing i look forward to in school now is to go for my CCA, seeing my CMCC peeps, crapping, singing, doing loads of FUN, MAD & SILLY stuffs with them *smirks* for example, like YESTERDAY! it feels like as if we're " night trekking. " we (me & JO) knew we'll miss our train if we were to follow the guys (YS, WX, JF) sent XT home after slacking around at Westmall & Mac but we still did in the end. XT wanted to take bus at 1st but the guys suggested walking. so we followed. we thought we could catch the last train at BG. but we missed *sticks tongue out* then i don't know since when the guys starting saying ghost stories to scare the 3 of us. SO SCARY la! arghhh. can you imagine i had to walk home all by myself after that. and we realised XT reaction always slower by 1 sec. TIME LAG! so cute la *laughs*

arghhh. im feeling so weak now xD stomach've been churning since last night. don't know what happened to me also. i only ate FC 1's chicken rice in the afternoon for lunch, drank slurpee & ate co-op shop's chicken omelette burger later in the afternoon. thanks to all those who offered to help me carry my stuffs. esp the guys (YS & WX) *smiles* i appreciate that. i doubt the guys in my class would do so. they'll choose the people they want to help. realistic eh? Anyway, hope i'll feel better these days. then perhaps i can go bugis with partner & the rest tomorrow! (:

pictures galore~

reflections~

don't you think our hair look as if it merged...? LOL.

cam-whoring session in the meeting room~

formal~ me with yi min & jia min. LOL. the 2 " mins ".

shirl & me~

esther: the new sony erricson 850i, me: good~ , XT: only for $2! LOL.

me & pei ling~ follow S.H.E fan! don't play play, she's cool okay *laughs*

this is what i do when i get boring. LOL. Okay, shu lan took this. not myself.. & i think i look quite natural here *laughs & sticks tongue out*

backstabbed! O.o

we're just fooling around in the room using those toy guns & knife found by some of them when they were spring cleaning the clubhouse... xP

2007-07-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

i successfully stopped myself from going out today. was supposed to study for wed's retest, do a bit of EMI tutorials, aiya basically in short, to MUG! but i ended up sitting in front of the laptop the whole day watching taiwanese drama, why why love by rainie yang & some other actors. HAISSSSS. hopeless me. someone just KILL me la.

realised almost everyone have been really emo nowadays. i played a part in it too. HAISSSSS. & i've been stoning a lot for no reason. i'll just drift away while the rest were talking. can't switched my mood back. let's all cheer up okay people (:

my sister sprained her hand while playing basketball just now & wan ying injured her leg too. poor thing. GET WELL SOON yah! (:

2007-07-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

more PICTURES! (:

i thought the colour was nice... so i took this outside my house. LOL. don't know how the circle in the middle came from anyway, i just on flash? but nice effect eh? HAHAHAHAs.

Xi xiang & me! - different SHADES of GREEN (: we're wearing GREEN in support of " Live Earth, go GREEN " campaign thingy for global warming. & coincidentally, both of us tie PONY TAILS! LOL.

" set me free. " guess where this is taken (:

PICTIONARY shall be the GAME of CMCC. MEIJI CHOCO MILK shall be the DRINK of CMCC. CAI MING YOU's " WO KE YI " & " WO XIANG YAO SHUO " shall be the SONGS of CMCC. what else can we come up with that are ours!? LOL. didn't you guys realised that....?

2007-07-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

i'll let the pictures do the talking today (: photos taken last few days either @ clubhouse or K @ moberly.

and the winning no. for today is....... 3161!

JO & ME~ we've plenty of photos taken tgt (:

ANOTHER one!

US again! LOL.

ME & LENG PRINCESS - CYNTHIA (:

SMILES (:

CAM-WHORING session instead of K-BOXING session xD

ME & NV ER~ XIAO TONG (:

ME & WILSON (:

JOANNA, ME & XIAO TONG (:

SHIRLYN~ my XIAO LP (:

SHIRLYN, DA CAI, BU CHENG, ZHI YANG & ME (:

CHPT 1: RAPED by XT. LOL.

advertising for 7-11's BIG gulp. LOL.

YS~ so CUTE. LOL.

few of the CRAZY CMCC FREAKS! LOL. LOVES (:

up next will be some photos taken when we went to watch transformers. ENJOY~

ME & LP~ taken in a neoprint machine. we want the princessy feeling with the curtains behind. LOL. but turn out like this. HAAAs.

the CUTE little PIGGY all girls went CRAZY over in the arcade. CNYTHIA had one though! someoneeeee catch one for me too plssss =D

SHIRLYN's JIN ZHU. LOL. CUTE la. goes well with her white & gold bag too. HAHAHAs.

2007-07-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

have been BUSY & LAZY (HEY! that RHYTHMS! LOL!) to update these few days. TEST, TEST, TEST. REPORT after REPORT. DAMN, my BEAUTY SLEEP have been derived since the week started. so FREAKING tired la. have been sleeping for an average of 4 hrs + only. HAISSSSS. physically & emotionally EXHAUSTED man. beginning to HATE school & thats a really BAD thing. i only LIKE school when i think of going to CMCC. LOL.

Anyway, went for plant visit this afternoon. we went to Unicurd. its a food company manufacturing the Tofu we eat. i didn't know they had so many different flavours la. they even produces dessert using Tofu. they gave us samples to try, NOT TOO BAD SIA! HAHAHAHAs. so going to buy it to eat these days. But its really not easy to work in that factory just to produce Tofu. so HOT la! and its amazing how such a small factory can actually produce 20 over different kinds of flavour of products at one go. and now i am even more interested in FOOD TECH already! i am so going to go there. but 80 vacancies only! GAMBATTE nehs! thats my GOAL!

today was considered the 1st excursion with 1B24 bahs. you know, the feeling of going for an excursion is not there already la. i remembered how excited we use to get when there is an excursion. but today, its so obvious la. we're like seperated into 2 groups. not much interaction among each other. okay, the girls behind still got a little bit of stuffs to talk la. thats all. i think you all know what i meant, shall not talk much about this. 4/8's excursion is still the BEST la. so fun (: in the bus also can play until siao! HAHAHAHAs.

alright. nevermind.... blogger doesn't let me UPLOAD photos again! ARGGHHH. someday.....

2007-07-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

oh no. i think i am getting mean nowadays. mean as in not when i am being sarcastic or whatever - anyway thats something i'll never be. LOL. i am just feeling GUILTY for hogging on the microphones yesterday at KBOX. LOL. no one said anything but i just felt BAD la. seems like i just hold on to the mike after i sang my song, and song after song i just sang. provided i know the songs la. xD i sang when i feel like it and i don't when i don't feel like it. and that's like the times i'll pass the mike to someone else??? and of course also when its not my song and for the songs i don't know la. OMG. BAD right. i APOLOGIZE for what i've done. SORRY to those who didn't get to sing the songs that they wanted. xD and if i appeared pissed off or bored or whatever and said something that sounds angry or whatever yesterday to any of you, i am SORRY too. wasn't in the perfect mood. xD

Nevertheless, yesterday's KBOX was still fun! JF's bald head is so CUTE la. HAHAHHAs. CMCC peeps are just so so so CRAZY plus WEIRD la. OOPS. HAHAHAHAs. wrong usage of words. i mean hey, we're supposed to be HIGH in the room but instead we're HIGH after our KBOX session is over. but XT was really really HIGH yesterday even in the room. LOL. me and PARTNER aka ESTHER was really really HIGH la. after, lol. we're basically lame-ing all the way while waiting for some of the guys to come out from the toilet. they went in to stick tattoos la -.-" its even HIGH-ER after our dinner at this vegetarian restaurant JF recommend. food was not too bad. quite affordable too. then at the end we played zhong ji mi ma again. XT lost and had to eat a slice of lemon with some sort of sambal chilli plus a tiny weeny bit of green chilli prepared by CYNTHIA. HAHAHAHAs. then we stood outside the restaurant and just crap, lame and played la. so so HIGH. LOL. laughed until my stomach also pain. ESTHER was previously known as my PARTNER only and yesterday she officially became my LES partner or rather GAY partner. LOL. since we're acting the male part of our the other half. and i don't know how on earth XT became my DAUGHTER. LOL. i didn't know i had such a big daughter already. HAHAHAHAs. she's a mixed breed la. don't know which of my lao pos give birth to her de. i've got too many already. LOL! and then since ESTHER's dad is ZHENG QUAN and i am her LES cum GAY partner, that makes ZHENG QUAN my YUE-FU. LOL. and the young winston, ZY being bigger than me in terms of birth date became my KOR. LOL. MX seeing the guys having tattoos also wants one. cause she thinks its cool. and then in the end, she became DA JIE DA of her "GANG". LOL. and DA CAI and i don't know who else became her followers. LOL.

HAIYA. COMPLICATED stuffs la. Overall, CMCC is just ONE BIG FAMILY! (: XIANG QIN XIANG AI. cannot ZI XIANG CAN SHA ah...

arghh. blogger doesn't let me upload photos nowadays. don't know why also. next time then! (:

2007-06-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

argghh. there they go again.. DAMN. spoiled my lovely mood today. why am i always filled with loads of high hopes and then after which i was totally disappointed. i was a bit of excited at first but now, no more. so many times already. argghh. always like this. when is this so going to END?
right in front of me, they point at my name on my report, saying don't know what thing about me. WHAT DID I DO TO OFFEND YOU GUYS MAN. ****! LEAVE ME ALONE MAN. you guys think i don't know that you guys are talking about me. I DO. i just don't want to blow things up unnecessary.

On a lighter note,

MOVIE date with CMCC peeps again! =D TRANSFORMERS! WOO~ so COOL man! its a MUST watch! Ratings: 5/5. HAHAHAHAs. but after watching that movie i had so many gan chus la. LOL. don't know why also. i think wars are seriously so scary la. then technology are advanced but it can also be so dangerous, like the BAD gang of transformers. so FREAKY. can't imagine if s'pore is being attack like that. DOOM. LOL. HAHAAHAHAs. good news! i passed my 1st Excel ICA. LOL. miraculously.. i thought i would have failed like don't know who's business. LOL. i did not pass with flying colours but at least its a PASS! which means i don't have to forward this module if i continue to work hard. imagine how stupid it is if i were to forward this module =/

argghh. blogger does not let me upload photos at the moment. upload later bahs! TODDLLLESSS! (:

2007-06-27T16:26:00.000+08:00

weeeeee~ i am blogging in the clubhouse! LOL. hahahas. Cynthia, YS, esther & wilson are playing monopoly now. hahahahas. YEAH~ 1 test down. but i totally screwed up that paper man. bet i am going to fail again and going to be the one with the lowest marks in class. so SAD la. got back our EMI paper today. i passed la. but with such low marks lo. HAIS. SADDED. the DAMN feeling is back again. i think i got the lowest in class la, i asked around and they all got higher marks than me. it also used to be like this when i am in secondary school. HATE this feeling. totally spoiled my mood today la. my confident is like getting lesser for this module la. sorry if i look as if i am bored or whatever to any of you today (: HAISSSSSSsss. and loads of some other personal stuffs. don't know la. so confused & puzzled. Okay, perhaps i am having mood swings... LOL.. perhaps i'll feel better after i cry...

ahhhh. SHITTY post. too EMO. sorry.. *Searching back the happy me again...*

its isn't that easy to be happy yah?

HAHAHAHAs. i realised my CHINESE NAME comes in handy at the clubhouse. LOL. everyone calls me by my chinese instead of my english name. SEE la. must be because my english name is difficult to pronounce. LOL. & i've like so many names now la. Eg: they spell my name as Siew Yu. LOL. or they'll spell it with the chinese pin yin, Xiu Yu. LOL. Siew geok is use once in a while. LOL. HAHAHAHAs. and both SG & GEOKKY is also used... LOL. Yea, they know my nicknames... HAHAHAHAs. (:

2007-06-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

i wonder if you guys can see this colour, since my background is black. LOL. TESTING. TESTING 123. LOL. if cannot i'll change lors. Anyway, i think i've VERY SERIOUS MONDAY BLUES today. i also don't know why la. it seems like i am slowly closing myself away from the rest. or rather to be specific, to SOME of my classmates. which is, something i DON'T WANT. i HATE the me who does that. i DON'T WANT to be the HERMIT like what i used to be. somebody OPEN me up again please? LOL. RIP my heart open again with a knife or something. OKAY, that was GRUESOME xD, before it closes & before i am back to the OLD me again. or rather, somebody take a gun & just SHOOT me. LOL.

eehhhhh. my cca mates are asking me to join a west zone singing competition with them. i don't know if i should!? i don't DARE la. i'll have SERIOUS STAGE FRIGHT lors. singing in front of so many judges whom we don't know. ALONE. OMG, i don't think i can do it la. & my singing SUCKS man. what should i do? someone HELPPPPPPP!!!!! ):

2007-06-25T00:55:00.000+08:00

school is starting OFFICIALLY TODAY! SIANNNNN la~ SALTY! i thought i can at least meet up with CMCC members despite the fact that we've to study... but NO! SADDED la. 1 MORE WEEK! LOL. Well, at least i managed to meet up with the VERY one girlfriend who always can't turn up for our meetings yesterday. for just awhile though. HAAAs. i still had fun la. i had loads of GREEN TEA today, bet i can't get to sleep later. & the reason why i am still blogging at such a time. LOL. people, its actually GREEN TEA that keeps you awake. not COFFEE. for coffee, only the VERY 1st cup will keep you awake, subsequently the rest of the cups won't keep you awake. so next time people, when you want to burn midnight oil or mug for exams, drink GREEN TEA... YEAH~ GREEN TEA ROCKS! HAAAS. and i ate milky bar with cookies chip today. but i haven't had my FILL of CHOCOLATES yet... HAIS. maybe i should try MEIJI CHOCO milk tomorrow. LOL. i also want the taste of CHU LIAN~ HAHAHAHAs =P i am having loads of conflicts with my parents nowadays la. so damn pissed off. i even don't feel like going back home. argghh. but nevertheless, hope things will become better. and i am going on a SAVE $ campaign. hope is a SUCCESS! LOL. i've been spending too much $ la.. then my parents took away my atm card. SADDED. then for now, my allowance will be given weekly instead of daily. and then no allowance for weekends. which mean i'll have to think of something if i spend all my $ even before the week ends. OMG, i shall take one step at a time then....

oh and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO PA! (:

not my real dad la. lol.

2007-06-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

Okay, im done with my revisions. kind of la. actually i am lazy.. so i didn't do out the calculations, i just refer to the questions with the answers behind. LOL. xP well, at least i've something in my head now... i'll revise again when it comes nearer to the test itself. MATHS i totally give up la. tried a few questions but couldn't get all the answers. ARGHHH. Maths Makes Me Mad! LOL. shall ask the teachers or my classmates when we're back in school.. Anyway, don't have the mood to continue studying also. my dad just said something which just totally spoiled my mood. if he is so free & he knows where the place is, why doesn't he go collect the tickets by himself. keep asking me to go and collect when i don't know where that place is. at least i am telling him the truth that i don't know where the place is better than you wait until the deadline for collecting the tickets pass right? nevermind if he said it in a nicer tone. perhaps i wouldn't be so pissed off now. he actually said " you will only know places to go play with your friends la. not when us- PARENTS asked you to do something for us. " like WTF. i really don't know where the place to collect the tickets is mahs! what's wrong with that? he nagged at me nevermind, at least don't drag my friends in unnecessarily. they did nothing wrong. i mean we always hang out together, of course naturally we know where is the place we're going to. i HATE it when he talks as if i am a rebellious girl who knows a bunch of bad friends and always hanging out with each other until late night. which is I AM NOT.

Anyway, i went blog hopping just now. saw this kind of personality test at shirl's blog. i did mine. SO DARN ACCURATE la. ok, maybe not the 1st paragraph. HAHAHAHAs. you guys should try it too. HAHAHAHAHAs. below is my results...

You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

You need a friend - a close friend - and you are willing to become emotionally involved with the right person, but you are very demanding and particular in your choice of partners. You are constantly looking for reassurance and it is perhaps because of this that you tend to be somewhat argumentative, but you try to hold back - careful to avoid open conflict - since this might reduce your prospects of realising your hopes of establishing a warm caring relationship.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

here is one question for you people out there. not cold or whatever la. think is DARN easy for you people, ESPECIALLY CMCC members. LOL. nevertheless, i'll still post up la.

what did the mouse say to the webcam?

2007-06-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

YEAH~ H-A-P-P-Y, HAPPY! (: i roughly finished IOCHEM already! so satisfied la. at least i've got something in my head now... previously was like blank la. HAHAHAHAs! i just have to read through again, memorise some stuffs & finish the revision excerises before thurs' test, think i should be fine. just hope that the test itself would not be so difficult la! up next will be to revise CPPB & EMI.

evidences that i MUG OKAY! LOL. okay, i admit... i was kind of bored so i took these pictures... look at how untidy i am la. this is how messy i am when it comes to study. no wonder i don't do well. LOL xD

was looking at my previous posts, i found out that i am closer to my CCA mates than my own classmates la. so weird huhs? i mean usually it should be the other way round or the VERY WORSE case is not close to both la. LOL. aaaaaa anyway, thats just a casual remark la.

And anyway, this is such a random post! i am kind of addicted to blogging already. i am bored & the 1st thing i think of it to blog about something. HAHAHAHAs. And i am having CRAVINGS for CHOCOLATES now. aaaaaaa, someone treat me? LOL.

Okay, eyes pain from all the studying already. shall go and rest my eyes. TODDLES (:

2007-06-20T21:30:00.000+08:00

im so ~~fcuking~~ irritated now.

sometimes i think my parents don't understand me as much as they think they do. they just nagged at me without the slightest reason la. or rather they never find out the truth first before saying or accusing me of anything. i hate the DAMN feeling of being ACCUSED la. ahhhhh. nevermind, don't want to talk about this STUPID incident anymore. will only further spoil my mood.

Anyway, its kbox session yesterday! oh but actually i went for mahjong before that too. LOL. and i was at the winning streak! OMG. can't believe it la. i always so unlucky one. maybe its because im in a good mood yesterday! hahahahas. MADNESS again la cause we went for K-golden - 7pm till 3am - when they closes. OMG. i don't think i can hang on any longer. shall go for the afternoon one next time. nevertheless, its still quite fun la. even though we're not as high as when CMCC members goes for kbox. LOL. but i felt like a don't know what singing FREAK holding on to the mike not letting the rest sings. LOL. feel so meanie. HAAAs. i've been holding on the mike throughout la. & im the one who kept singing, like ZI HIGH like that. the rest were KO around 1am... LOL & we've like 2 more hrs to go la. HAAAs, but at least i sang those that i want to. cause everytime i don't & always missed out so many songs. LOL. Oh, and we were freezing inside the room la. we're doing all sort of things to keep ourselves warm. hahahahas. so funny. we even order hot drinks. lol. And then after so long then we realised there is this button which we can actually switch off so that the air con in our room will be off. by that time its already like 2am already... HAAAs. 1 more hr to go only then we realised that. so WOLS. LOL. xD after which we went mac to slack & also to wait for the morning train... wanted to use the time to study... but it turn out not very PRODUCTIVE. LOL. im too tired to get any info into my brain la. photos will not be uploaded la. too limited already. and we look stupid in it. LOL xP

Regardless of the incident involving my parents nagging at me and stuffs. Overall, i feel BLESSED! i've my friends & my family by my side. besides, i still have ALL MY CRAZY CMCC MEMBERS with me. i realised i should be CONTENTED & not be greedy. hope its not too late to realise that (: i mean, as long as you stay happy, there is nothing you can't overcome. HAAAs. stay optimistic! only thing to worry about now is my studies! i haven't start mugging yet. so DEADDDDD la! LOL. study date anyone? HAHAHAHAHAs.

i miss secondary school days. i miss wearing school uniform too. HAAAs. sudden nostalgic. comparing it to now, its so much better la. looking back, mugging for 'O' levels was also fun.

2/9'04 chalet - 26/11/06 - not everyone is present.. but i can't find any clearer picture of 2/9. HAAAs.

sports carnival 2006.

Racial Harmony 2006.

'O' level results day. 9/2/07

must be near to last day of school / rather its the last day of school. i can't remember. that we kept taking photos.

looking back... everyone changed so much. isn't it...?

2007-06-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

back from mahjong session with some of my GIRLFRIENDS aka mahjong KAKEES/ KAKIS! LOL. finally able to meet them la! Oh my gosh, i think im behaving like don't know what aunties who go for mahjong session with their friends whenever they're free. LOL. NEVERMIND..... HAAAAAS..... too bad one of them couldn't come over la! arghhhhh. i've like so much stuffs to crap with her la! HEH xP

Anyway, halfway through our game we took a break. and i started making pyramid with the mahjong tiles..

so cute right. LOL xP

and then one of my girlfriends suggested making a bigger one.

1st time: doesn't look very neat eh?

it look as if it is leaning backwards & it is going to fall anytime! xD

2nd time: much neater eh? or does it look almost the same.....?

i made a smaller version of pyramid using the leftover tiles we used for the bigger one shown above. so KAWAII right? hahas ^^

look at the difference. mummy/ daddy pyramid & baby pyramid. HAHAHAs.

So... after which my girlfriend came up with this crazy idea of play " mahjong stacko " instead of UNO stacko la! but this time round she arranged the tiles so neatly that its so difficult for us to push the tiles out la! 1st time was easier. but the pyramid fall before my turn. all THANKS to one of my girlfriend's sister. LOL.

1st hole pushed by me. i had to start the ball rolling la. cause my girlfriend so TIMID de la. scared the whole thing fall, all go take those tiles at the side de. isn't stacko supposed to be like this!? i meant risk, a bit of strategy, speed etc etc. LOL.

there you see. she's taking the tiles from the side. LOL xD

dices "living" inside the holes we made. LOL xD we came up with this idea. my girlfriend & i think alike la, cause we're both scorpios. HAHAHAHAHAs.

solid evidences of my girlfriend having shaky hands. LOL. she took the tiles from the side la. but still so many fell off. look at how many there are on the right of the picture. xP

halfway through...

and in the end... I WON~ WOOOOO~ LOL =P

okay, so after that crazy stako game we continued with the usual mahjong game for another few hours more. went home and celebrated mummy's birthday in advance. had cake only. simple but its the sincerity that counts isn't it (:

mummy's birthday cake! daddy bought for her de. from prima deli. ^^ the cake is a bit too sweet though. LOL xD

when lightened up: prettyyyy eh? ^^

Yup, thats my mummy & her birthday cake! candid shot by me. she doesn't want to take photos cause she said she look pale & ugly today. LOL. xD

another one! this time she is cutting the cake! ^^

passed 12 already. so here is a BELATED HAPPY DADDY'S DAY to MY DADDY & HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY!!! (:

2007-06-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

PART 2

anyway, i said i reached home at around 7am yesterday morning and slept till around 1pm. slacked for like another 2 hrs and then prepared myself for 4/8's BBQ at rosewood, john's house. met lao pa and hazel at 513 bball court 1st then went over together. its was okay la. though some part i felt a bit strange... maybe cause i haven't seen them for some time la. didn't take much photos... GRACE la. so enthu asked us to go in the end she herself never come. no one to cam-whore with me ): LOL. the food was not bad, i had my fill though (: HEH xP

some of them busy preparing the food...

another candid shot!

look at how messy we are xD LOL.

some of the food... got beehoon, fried rice etc etc...

wan ying, me and hazel (: with our YUMMY marshmallows! LOL. KX extra la.

group photo wasn't successfully taken in the end. like DUHHH. i took a video of KX counting down for us to start eating. will upload it later. so funny la. he was like guarding the food so that we'll not steal it la. he demanded us to eat together with those preparing the BBQ food if not the food will be gone before they knew it. LOL. all of us like so hungry. as if we never eat for 3 days. LOL.

after that all of us went different ways.. lao pa said he wants supper so we went along. as in me, liang en, jeremy & yong sheng. i didn't know this bunch of guys gossip too! LOL. hahahahas. even though im the only girl there, nevertheless it still fun la. DAMN, how i miss secondary school days. that was what we always do. maybe we should do that more oftenly (:

2007-06-16T18:54:00.000+08:00

IM BACK again! LOL.

14.6.07 - CMCC outing at SENTOSA is SOOOOOOO FUN la!

the guys damn high de la. just reached there only already starting to throw people in the sea. LOL. rather than letting them throw i went down myself la. but still in the end was being pushed. the seawater so SALTY la! our MSG content that day is like more than enough la. one by one, the dry ones became wet. LOL. all thanks to YS & wilson la. hahahas. then started to take photos, when we're all wet. hahahas. photos are with QING YI la. we used her camera. then came up for lunch. AI XIN meal PREPARED by our DEAR COMMITEE MEMBERS + JOANNA + SHIRLYN. hahahahas. not bad! after lunch we just sat down & slack, listen & sing along with the songs played using my hp... then joanna suggested to bury the guys in the sand. HAAA. so funny la.

YS & wilson really look like they're a couple la. especially when they look at each other as if they're going to die together. LOL.

then i don't know who suggested to bury ZHONG DIAN. LOL. i think its esther or garfield. then yea. after she got up esther they all wanted to know how many of us can fit into the so called hole zhong dian had lie on. it can fit like 3 to 5 of us lo. hahahahas.

esther, cynthia & shirlyn sitting on the hole zhong dian had lie before. LOL. after that garfield and me joined in. the 5 of us sat in a row la. singing songs from my phone. then YS come kajiao us. LOL. he pulled garfield, who was the 1st in the row, all the way from where we're sitting into the sea.

look at the lane they made by doing so... LOL.. looks like a slide eh? xD

then we went into the water again and played captain's ball. LOL. was a bit difficult at 1st. cause im like useless in water cause i can't swim. hahahhahs. but after a while we get warm up! hahahahas. v. fun! then we head to the bridge that will link to the other side of the beach. some of them just climb up onto the bridge instead of walking up la. haiyo.

there you go. photographer is me!!! (:

then don't know who suggested to pretend looking at something interesting like down in the water or up to the sky & then see if anyone will also being curious follow us to look up the sky or down in the water. hahahahas. and they made it until so exaggerating la! interestingly, some people did. hahahahas. i'll upload the video someday. they keep shaking the bridge la! so scary! xD but fun. LOL. then we went to some kind of tower to cam-whore! and we sang! and we even compete with each other to see who have the longest breath. LOL. too many pictures, so i won't be putting up. HAAA. after awhile we went back wanted to shower but then in the end we think its better to shower later in case we're going to make ourselves dirty again. hahahas. you know what, joanna asked YS & wilson if we're taking shower or playing then in the end was being pulled into the water. then once again, everyone went down. we stayed in the water in a circle and sang. hahahahas. so cooling and fun (: after which we went up, shower.

and had our dinner at chinatown, or rather maxwell. cause garfield suggested to stay overnight at hotel 81 instead of sentosa cause its dark there. but hotel 81 is ex la and 1 room can only accomodate 2 people. so we went down looking for others... until we came to this hotel called YES hotel.. its $120 for the 17 of us. so we thought it was okay. BUT NO. firstly the rooms were small & it smells weird. the toilet so budget, the air-con not v. cold, the tv not working. thats not the worse case yet. worse thing is dacai's phone dropped out of his pocket for no particular reason, there is a pair of unknown slippers in the guys' room and don't know who kept knocking the window at the girls' room from outside. so FREAKY la. i heard it but try not to think so much about it. joanna was so freaked out & i kept asking her not to think so much until i think i was a bit naggy. LOL. xD then we all gathered together and decided that its better to go mac to slack rather than staying in the hotel. so YS went to redeem our money but in the end only 1/2 of it was taken back. meanwhile, we decided to stay for another 1/2 an hr. we joked to lighten up the mood and garfield opened their fridge to waste their electricity. HAAA. but then suddenly darren stood up and demanded that we leave immediately. so we just left without asking anything. turned out that he discovered a stain on his cross. but i think its a false alarm cause wilson said its due to the deodorant he accidently sprayed on darren before that in the room.

then we went mac instead. joked & crap. so funny & high. think my jokes all too cold & old liao. hahahahas. YS took video, view it at joanna's blog. so we do that till ard 4+ some of us really could not take it liao. some rest their eyes. eg dacai, basically can sleep anywhere, anytime la. LOL. then 5+ we decided to wait outside the station while waiting for cyn and friends who went for a walk to come back. they even lose their ways. omg, luckily everyone was fine. then reached home at around 7, took a shower and slept until around 1.

thats how tired we are xD

OMG. SUCH A LONG POST. TAKE YOUR TIME EH. LOL (:

2007-06-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

MORE UPDATES! (:

PIRATES DATE with the CMCC peeps yesterday! Pirates was not bad. some parts were funny. wahahahas. bits of it reminds me of how CMCC have always been. LOL. Overall another fun-filled day spent with CMCC peeps la. Oh, can i skip the part of uploading the photos? cause i think you guys will get sick of it xD If you guys really want to see the photos... visit JOANNA's blog http://www.dancing-diva-.blogspot.com/ OR SHIRLYN's blog http://www.estrellas-.blogspot.com/ they did a great job posting those pictures up with caption. hahahas. i feel as if im advertising for them neh. LOL.

somethings i realised...

1. i kept looking up to the sky on my way home really late these days. i don't know what am i looking for too. Perhaps, the stars? lol... weird huhs...

2. i kept saying stuffs that people don't understand. LOL.

3. its so fun to have a friend whom you've known for years just living above you la! hahahahahas. in the same school, in the same cca. DARN FUN la! LOL. imagine all those stuffs you 2 can do together.. teasing each other but in a joking manner la, playing, k-boxing etc etc. HAHAHAHAS. CMCC peeps should know who im talking about! LOL.

can i've one too, pleaseeeee ): * eyes become watery * LOL.

CMCC outing at SENTOSA tmr! CAN'T WAIT!!!! xD